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That's enough.lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-81396277187443070932017-07-15T22:46:00.001+08:002017-07-15T22:46:54.670+08:00Midnight emotionHow much abuse can one man take?<br />
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Maybe I'm not cut out for this. Or maybe, nobody deserves me.lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-81003491523308229052017-06-30T00:13:00.001+08:002017-06-30T00:13:34.586+08:00Before We GoThe movie really struck a chord with me. How we can find someone special in the most unexpected ways. and how happy endings are such bullshit. <br />
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Beautifully tragic.lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-5290921821855876892017-06-21T23:32:00.000+08:002017-06-21T23:32:06.577+08:00<i>And when it was over,</i><br />
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Whisper my name - I'll be therelebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-23619582768593464592017-06-19T16:18:00.002+08:002017-06-19T16:18:39.085+08:00Tough<iframe allowtransparency="true" frameborder="0" height="380" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/6L66l9vfTivVhJXaRxintM" width="300"></iframe><br />
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If you want you can take itlebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-73062403267294946712017-06-17T14:10:00.002+08:002017-06-17T14:10:59.692+08:00Wasted YouthI really fucked myself up this time. Tired. So tired. And yet shit still has to get done. It never ends.<br />
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Will I ever see the light again?lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-6952291157957969022017-06-16T02:50:00.000+08:002017-06-16T02:50:33.050+08:00Dissipate<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Let me sleep<br />I am tired of my grief<br />And I would like you<br />To love me, to love me, to love me<br /><br />This is the night when these woods sigh<br /><br />Come with me<br />There are people who cannot speak<br />Without smiling<br /><br />They would take me from your hand<br />Or they would try, they would try<br />This is the murmur of the land<br />This is the sound of love's marching band<br />And how they hold you like a gun<br />And how I sing you like a song<br />I heard when I was young<br />And buried for a night like this</i></span><br /><b></b><i></i><u></u><sub></sub><sup></sup><strike></strike><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Was it inevitable? Nope. I still believe things only changed when H happened. Zero respect dude. Irresponsible; shameless. But if that gets you what you think you deserve.. who am I to judge? I've nothing. Am nothing. To think I've always enjoyed playing the Dark Side in games, I should have known "the Dark Side of the Force is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural". I don't know if I'd ever be able to forgive. How do you forgive someone who "parachutes" in and denies your most precious?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Sorry V if you're reading this. Had to let it out somewhere. No doubt one day I'll be better. But for now, please know that I never regretted knowing you. It'll take a lifetime to forget.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Tomorrow I'll get back on my feet. Get shit done. Move through life like I always do. And hope to find some meaning in this mess. Tonight, <i>let me sleep</i>.</span></div>
<br />lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-68335245571756910492017-06-14T00:47:00.000+08:002017-06-14T00:47:07.390+08:00Still here<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't know how to stop caring. I don't know how to unfeel. I don't know how to pretend to be someone who doesn't give a fuck. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My head hurts. My heart too.</span>lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-14297519642697102632017-06-13T03:08:00.000+08:002017-06-13T03:08:39.336+08:00Sorrow Drips Into Your Heart Through a Pinhole<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound.</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Stay beautiful. Stay strong. We'll meet again at the finish line. And we'll regret the choices we made.</span>lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-39862893113460860542017-05-24T02:26:00.002+08:002017-05-24T02:26:15.202+08:00Hope can only take us so far<span style="font-family: Arial;">Reopening dusty old closets - it's Flabbylebby back here again. Probably not for long, because no one reads this anyway I guess.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">It's been more than 10 years since I created this blog hmm. I don't know why what started out as a cheerful blog gradually turned ugly and rant-y and all angsty. Is that who I truly am - an angsty emo kid? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Heeyy I do have feelings too ok. Don't be fooled by my "tough" appearance. I have been torn apart so many times I can't even. So many scars. Each time pieces of me are chipped away like how kueh bangkit crumbles at the slightest touch. I don't know if I have the strength to go through another.. Soon dust will be all that remains. And still, I will never settle.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I always wonder to myself what have I done to deserve all these. But then again, what have I done to deserve happiness? Have I not fought hard enough? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">The world isn't fair. Never was. Never will be. Just gotta suck it up. And pray I'm still alive at the end of all this.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Looking back, I would have gone through it all again. Not because I love the pain, but because I can't imagine me being a different version of myself. One that is moulded differently by the circumstances. So, no ragrets. Good night cruel world. </span></div>
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lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-54744583121483256652015-03-19T00:14:00.001+08:002015-03-19T00:14:07.056+08:00I Need You - M83<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/FRqeGTBOVsE" width="480"></iframe><br />lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-56752451925461249772015-02-22T23:30:00.003+08:002015-02-22T23:30:45.244+08:00no fate awaits memajor Monday blues ahead.. been working my ass off too hard recently. more than I'm being paid for definitely. still trying to keep to routines before life spins out of control.<br />
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the short cny break wasn't much of a break, but nevertheless better than none at all. particularly liked love, rosie. probably because of lily Collins and her thick eyebrows? so weird. the disappearance of Eleanor rigby was pretty good too. oh now I have so many TV shows to catch up on.<br />
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anticipating the release of episode 2 of life is strange!<br />
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oh some meet ups and tennis to look forward to this week! yeshhhlebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21808584.post-82910653317333492122014-12-30T23:51:00.001+08:002014-12-30T23:51:23.553+08:00not ending 2014 in a good mood. been angsty much lately. shameless colleagues. I don't even want any of your cheap gifts when you return from your holiday please. every day I dread going to work so so much. I feel like I'm constantly surrounded by idiots. lebhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10312977446198498849noreply@blogger.com0