chao camper

ok updates on chess camp! fun bunch of ppl thankfully. i think my og was the most happening. but in a different way from booza. booza was the super enthu chiong for every game kinda happening. this time juyame is the total opposite. yes juyame is the name of my og in chessss. and we are damn slack! always dunno where the ogls disappear to. and like the games we play also bo chap one. haha got one game where we had balloons tied to our arms which represent our 'lives' and we were supposed to like burst other og's balloons. but we just stood in the middle of the field and let ppl burst ours. hahaha retards. and dunno who came up with this idea of all standing in a circle and pointing somewhere at the ground pretending got something interesting there. self amusement sia. hah!

the guy to girl ration was almost 2:1 anyway haha! and 2 of the girls in my og were non chem eng one la. just came to make up the numbers for girls. got one medicine one some more walao. and im a medicine reject zzzz. and she had ben er as her sp in her prev camp HAHA! i tried to control my bitching tendencies when she asked me what i knew about him. AND a crasher girl who came on our final night said i look like a butch!! omgwth! she said 'is your name christabel?' and what i should go chij or crescent girls to pick up girlfriends. (haha seriously i wouldnt mind chij :p) and then later she say i look like tao li the swimmer. whattttttt! they bought drinks on the last night also. but i gave up after drinking just a bit cos the alcohol taste kinda turned me off. hahaha esp after what happened at kev's party :P did i mention i puked when i reached home that night after the party? lucky everyone was asleep already.

shit now im quite stressed about bidding for modules. especially cos im taking double major and i dun wanna waste time taking useless stuff. helppppp! but really i couldnt possibly have kept awake during the intro talk last fri la. it was right after the camp ended. and i didnt sleep at all the night before some more.

just now the chess camp ppl were having mass convo and i just found out that they caught me drooling during the intro talk OMGG. i can just shoot myself. how can i malu myself on the 1st week siaaaaaaaa omgggggg!

oh yea some of the guys in chess camp joined just to know girls. i feel la. i mean its not wrong, but dont make it the top priority leh its damn stupid. like even to the extent of planning how to integrate the girls into supper talks at night and how to find out their traffic light status all those. walao! even after 2 yr ns also cannot be this despo right!

kena another scandal with this girl in my og again la. suaynesssss. just because she said i look like wu shi kai. (i dont even know who is that, apparently some taiwan singer popular 20 yrs ago)

but as i always tell benny, HANDS DOWN the best is ________ HAHAHA! besides fiona xie and emma watson that is.

yes on a random note we got new obsession - emma watson! the new face for burberry. haha benny almost drooled when we saw her pic as we walked past the store in ion. AND we saw a certain black shit there too with his toyboysszzz wearing sunglasses?!?!

and outing with benny and brian yesterday too! wanted to go bowling at marina cos it was what we used to do during sec sch days hahaha. but really last time bowling was quite happening right? there was even a bowling alley on top of cine which was perpetually crowded. ppl actually have bowling as part of their outing plan! but now, its just movies, clubbing, dinner. so we didnt bowl but we spent like $20 at arcade games. hahaha. brian is freakin zhai at bishi bashi. u know the game where u are the mambo king with the afro that grows after every round if u get the rhythm correct? omg brian scored like near full pts for that one. he says cos he used to play bishi bashi on his ps last time and they always repeat the same sequence in the games. LOL. so we've been wasting our money at the arcades. and as usual the l4d session. hahaha this time even more hardcore. we played 3 hrs cos there was a bundle package special promotion. wah damn shag man. and we tried expert difficulty. wahlao there was once i had 60 health and i accidentally walked in front of benny's scope (he was using sniper) and next thing i knew i was incapitated. hahaha. by 1 shot from his sniper wth! and the tank also incapacitates players with 1 hit.

im gonna miss brian! and his ba zhang smell haha. oh yea he was wearing a shirt on top of a tshirt yesterday. and at one point he took it off and asked if he could put it in my bag. i said "smelly". he said "ya got ba zhang".

anyway HANDS DOWN, by dashboard confessional. one of my favssss!

Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race, from self-control
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine
We're doing fine
We're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear
So we can get some

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember
Always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew...that you meant it.

addicted to those glances

she's no saint, she's no saint, she's no saint
but she'll take you to your knees
try her boy, but she'll still do what she please
do you believe in science? she's perfect chemistry
she wanted my love but i gave her the rest of me

yess im supposed to blog about langkawi trip but i procrastinate again. busy busy busyyyyyyyy! i hardly have time for myself. and im one person that needs alot of alone time (i think). not in a sick perverted way okay! for REAL.

attended first cell group meeting on fri night. felt really weird there. like im miles away from Him. im at a really low point in church life now. and the worst part is that im too ____ to do anything about it.

retail therapy with benneh and esther's bday party and kevin's bday party. and soccer in the morn. and og supper on sun night which i didnt attend. heard that more bitching was going on hahah. okok gotta sleep! chess camp tmrrr i dont wanna zombiefy! though i think im already 3 quarters there.

didnt know im not invincible

and maybe some things are better left unsaid
but if you wanted to test that, I will, yeah, I guess, I could've said

ogay im finally gonna write some stuff bout union camp with booza! started off not so well cos me and sebas reached there late hahaha. alighted wrong stop after boarding the shuttle bus in nus. so we were one of the last few to arrive, and i was already sweating alot i rmb. and they had temperature taking some more. i thought gg. but okay went in and joined the group and everyone was pretty quiet and intimidating. the councilors especially. haha i felt like they were pissed with me for some reason i dunno! okayyy anyway i really put in alot of effort to try and be sociable and stuff la. honestly if u know me well enough you should know im really not into this kinda woohoo orientation meet new ppl kinda things. some more 1st day they bring us to sentosa for beach games already. so i was quite sianned and thinking at the back of my mind "omg damn retarded what am i doing here playing retarded games like DOG & BONE" hahahah! and 1 thing i hate is WHACKO! cos i suck at remembering ppls names hahaha especially chinese ones. walao! then everytime got a little bit of free time someone will suggest playing one of those 'orientation' games like the clap clap animal game thingy. and then suddenly dunno who started one of those "open close open close open or close?" games. wah then GG. everyone started playing their own version of that genre of game. wah piangaazzzzzzzzzz! i must seem pretty anti social but its really how i feel wut.

but things got better from the 2nd day onwards! i most of the og mates are pretty nice ppl. not because of looks only okay im not THAT superficial lol. and the guys are quite funny also! didnt expect sebas soh to be so retarded cos i thought he was some beng beng kind. but 1 or 2 of the guys seemed a little too AA but its not that bad. haha. can see our og is one level up compared to the other ogs! especially hippies LOL. why all their councilors all black one ah? we had a amazing race sort of thing. but travelled mostly around nus and botanic gardens only. SP night was one of the most memorable things in the camp la duhhh. hahahaha. some more some ppl go and stir shit la ask me go and do what dirty dancing in front of sp. chio leh, add! walao actually all the guys keep saying what aiya just bo chap wear tshirt shorts an slippers go up the flyer. but i think secretly everyone wanna impress the girls one lor. last min everyone changed into their formal wear. went fong seng for prata after we got back at night. and HTHT with a few of them in one of the girls' room. omg they played some whack leg game again lucky i never kena called. wah got phobia now after kena whack by lai meng on 1st day. and then they played the "i've never.." game too. hahaha many secrets revealed.

missed pool games and slumber party on 3rd day cos i went to collect my passport and send fawn off. left early on last day too cos of alvin and peiyu's departure. sigh usually last day is quite exciting one. got war games some more! i was pretty sad i had to miss it :( haha i can see the difference in my mood from 1st day to last day.

anywayss i wanna go cut hair now! and i got a list of stuff to buy. i think self shopping will be good! il come back and blog abt langkawi some other time!

stay

how did we become so broken?

union camp's over, langkawi flew past. i definitely enjoyed both. but whats next? so much happened this month! yet i still feel like im not where im supposed to be.

anyway i need ideas! for many stuffzz worzzz.

lol shawn's favourite phrase now: tok gong ah! i guess the main reason why i enjoyed langkawi so much was the company. the places we went to werent exactly the most exciting anyway. but it was pure brainless fun with the sas guys! haha even though i wasnt very close to kum long and puden before the trip. but no politics/ popularity competition. and mix in a cui proton saga lol!

they are not you

to be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle, which any human being can fight, and never stop fighting.

peiyu sent me a nice song today! haha we are both weirdus. and she thinks farfetch'd is a chicken hahaha. culinary competition okay im GAME.

i decided im gonna do the second major in management, as kevin suggested. oh my, school is coming all too soon. union camp. omg. why did i even.. argh. but i had to do it, like i had a choice.

anyway, choco chip muffins! yes im ready for the firing squad.

and il just pretend.

b&j youth day special!

http://www.benjerry.com.sg/youthdayspecial/ must print out a page from the website to enjoy 1 for 1 cone!

discard the rest

omg last night i almost gg-ed myself and kevin!!! at cantonment road ahhahaha! sorry kevin! haha exciting drive last night. and i cant believe i drove out of the carpark without opening my side mirrors. if test like that straight away fail liaozz.

finally met everyone after like ages! so nice to see everyone again :) sebas claims its my fault for being out of the loop. but obviously i didnt have a choice at those points in time. actually to be honest im quite sianned about certain recurring things that i keep letting slide. but i guess il have to live with it. a necessary sacrifice. i cant say more cos there's limited room for honesty on this blog.

kevin brought a box of krispy kremes too haha and forced all to eat one each. got alot of random strangers eyeing the doughnuts also sia lol. in the lift going down i heard the woman whisper to her friend "omg krispy kreme!" hahaha weirdos. talk about weirdos, there was this weird guy we saw at the entrance to the recital studio. the staff passed him an already filled contact form so he replied matter-of-factly "am i supposed to spam call this person?"

heh burrinjuck. or borringjuck as alvin says. heh ok kevin snored (twice), and alvin was distracted by erm the floor and his watch and a pimple HAHAH! and rong started playing bounce on my phone towards the end. but we all still support peiyu la! hahaha. and i finally got to touch CANDY! i want candy! thats rong's new diamond 2. shit i am damn envious now i feel like trading in my 5800 for the diamond. omg the flick away the messages thing so cool hahahah. and everyone was impressed with her mont blanc bag which looked really real but actually cost RM__.'

was already on the way to send everyone home then sebas called and asked for supper. so we had supper at hv. went in and got seated in swensens already some more but we had to get up and leave. ahem so much for 'im ok with anything'. anyway went to crystal jade and had some dim sum supper thing. ordered a freakin lot. but got century egg porridge i like! errr trying to cut calories anyway hahaha even alvin said i chubbier :( we spent a lot of time the whole day trying to figure out what the letters on fawn's ring meant. liaaoef. A for ant, androgynous, F for __ hahaha who said that ah.

whoo benny just smsed me i think his quarantine over already! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

why isit raining i wanna go swimming leh. heheh i started playing the sims 3 recently and im addicted! shit couch potato lifestyle :p FATNESS i shall conquer it.