thats not a man

yay met up with huilin serxing daniel amar from og20 today for the ajc dance concert! ermmm although i still dont really understand the performance. and was kinda boring i think. haha cant believe daniel and amar tried to suppress their boredom by counting how many mistakes the dancers made!! according to them there were 6 or 7. and there was this part the lead dancer was doing some wierd stuff to a chair which kinda looked obscene. hahahahah ok i suggested her getting an igallop instead :p and throughout the show there were little kids from the audience making funny noises like 1 part someone on stage was pointing at a drawing and said "thats not a man" and some small boy copied her and said loudly "thats not a man!" haha then everyone started laughing. and saw gen there at the concert too. ermmm well i dunno what to say. guess was just kinda wierd.

anyway haha quite nice to meet up with og ppl. nice nice ppl. haha tho only less than half of us were there. quite cool that we're one of the fewwwww ogs which still meet up once in a while. haha and after the concert went to eat and talk cock. wow didnt know there was so much og gossip i was missing out on!! things which happened during our 1st 3 months and i only find out now?!?! hahaha. but guess somehow it didnt feel exactly the same like it was. maybe cos darren wasnt there?? HAHA! no lah but nontheless it was still fun. i just wasnt really myself. i think. sigh maybe cos i wasnt as "carefree" as before. SIUYER#&(@ what am i saying??

ANYWAY. thats not the pt. earlier in the afternoon went imm building with dad and mum. they wanted to see some korea travel fair thingy and insisted i go too. so no choice lor anyway i was quite free. so went there and saw YINGMA queueing for some wangleehom appearance or something. haha and yes my parents have booked a korea holiday. should be fun i guess. never been on many real holidays before. besides malaysia. and that means...1 week less to study for blocktest 2!! haha what a mugger thought but hehe ive turned over a new leaf! yea rite.

and nature's law by embrace is pretty nice!! but dunno why my version got some wierd guy talking at the end of the track. probably ripped off the radio or smth. arghghghgh.

oh well church tmr. and tuition. dammit still havent gone swimming. dad wants me to go malaysia AGAIN tmr. we'll see how. HOLLOW

all that u cant leave behind

my body clock is quite screwed up as u can see. oh well.

its true when they say u cant get the best of everything. anyone wanna exchange lives with me? :p

backstabbers. cruel world. some get what they dont deserve while others dont get what they deserve. not being a sore loser or anything ok. u shouldnt have said what u didnt mean. not even sure how the whole thing started. probably some stupid rumour who some faggot invented. u ass stop stealing my sunflowers.

and ahem some ppl can be just as ass-y as well. just going around scolding blaming pissing me off. even when ive done literally nothing against them. hello u can keep ur own personal problems to urself and stop being so whiny and self-pitying as if the world revolves around you. i dont mean im turning away ppl with problems ok. just dont piss on me geddit.

arghghghgh i just wanna get jc life over and done with.

and hahaha mr gs is seriously a.. GS! 100% positively undoubtedly!! omg i cant believe i was inches away from falling into his stupid dumbass trap. hahaha luckily im still here alive. haha cw gave everyone in the class these motivational posters and wrote some words of encouragement behind. and the front of my poster was something bout cherish life: yesterday was but a DREAM. HAHAHA and then in the handwritten msg, it started like this: dear caleb, wake up dear boy!! HAHAH this must be an extra loud hint that ive been sleeping alot in class lah :p and kanesh ur poster is with me lah so troublesome to bring to school leh.

ohhh aj concert later today!

Strain this chaos turn it into light
I've got to see you one last night
Before the lions take their share
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere

You're cinematic razor sharp
A welcome arrow through the heart
Under your skin feels like home
Electric shocks on aching bones

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cos you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cos you are all that I have

snow patrol - you're all i have

oh my im soo hungry nowwwwwwwwwwww ok but i should control my eating. ermm ppl have already said ive become fatter is that right hahahaha! perhaps i will go swimming later.

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN!! erm dont think he will see this anyway. :p haha still rmb the first time i went ur house on ur birthday when we were pri4.

roly poly simultaneously

haha i just finished playing gb and doing bio spa. haha wah not bad me and jason thrashed (ok not exactly thrashed but we did decently) 2 high rank no-lifers. yea then halfway parents started their irritating thing again WITHOUT FAIL EVERY WEEKEND. omg i really gotta bitch. no one can ever have the worse combination of dad+mum+oldersis+youngersis ok. parents dont need say lah u just saw 1 episode of them nagging bout the comp. and just today after church, my mum got really pissed with everyone for no reason!! which i find really funny cos we were walking out to the car while my mum was hanging ard the kitchen seeing if got food to buy. then when she saw us walking out she started shouting "@#^@#*&^ u all walk off without telling me! huh so dont care bout me lah! fine." then later on when dad was asking us where we wanna go eat, she say "i dont need eat already lah. send me home. i angry until i full liao." OMG freakin funny right? but of course i just kept quiet in the car and tried not to make matters worse. and abt my sisses.. older one is a total ahem. always thinking she best and always right. always bossing ppl around and slacking herself. even when i was sleeping she freakin woke me up violently just to ask me to move a sofa what the?!?! how retarded is that?? hello i got a life ok (maybe not hahaha). and little sis always spends at least 30min in the toilet. ARKWHREHRFG like they say i need a new ma!! haha inside joke :p

anyway since everyone is posting msn convos on their blog here is one:
shit lah just now i wanted to put the convo here but then after i posted this post i realised i didnt copy and paste properly. and now when i wanna edit the window is closed. hahaha anw was something bout college day. argh. oh well ok gotta go do some bio and chinese and chem now

haha oh yea I FORGOT TO WRITE ABT THE SOCCER GAME DURING PE!! hahaha one of the most hilarious!! not considering those at st wilfred with yt and ongko :) star striker ahar tripped on the ball before the game even started. and and i got hit in the cheeks by ball of fury hahaha ok lah not hit in the cheeks. just between the chin and chest. and sebas is the top scorer of the day haha omg i look forward to more excitement next pe lesson!!

heehee new skin on a hot afternoon

haha i think life without a maid so sooooo cooool!!! not. and my little sis is pissing me off daily. always spending not less than 30 min in the toilet and forever causing me to be almost late for sch. ok at least i can cook a little now..

hmm rong just reminded me of more banana jokes. haha during bio lect the teacher mentioned something bout bats peeing before they take off to fly. then me and seb were talking bout bats always appearing outside our houses. i mean really i do see bats hanging upside down on my car porch at night!! and sebas said "bats always come and eat my bananas!!" hahahahahahaha.

and yesterday went to watch hockey against aj. haha win 1-0 but damn i could have been part of that team ok. cheeeee i got cheated by stupid trials. what only gave me 1 min on the pitch of course u wont be able to see my proness right!! and stupid boots had to spoil on that day. and and i still clearly rmb the night before SOMEBODY was rushing me with some ahem project stuff then i had to sleep so late so of course on the big day i was off form la. anyway yesterday haha plaster boy and his classmates were at the game too! and saw a 1st 3 mths friend haha.

and chem prac yesterday was funny ok!! she was telling us how to do the skill A prac. "the CO2 evolved how is it going to go inside the limewater? u put direction sign say CO2 pls move right into the test tube ah? of course u must specifiy use delivery tube lah!"

haha oh yea and since elections is coming and since i rarely post pictures, here is why u should vote for chiam see tong:
HEHE. ok dont slam me for political blogging (is this counted?!?!) btw i dont support any party. only uthers party! hahaha.

sodium balls

hahaha whats up u fags!!

aiyo see lah never invite the *ahem fastest runner of s51 to run for interclass 10x200.

hahaha sodium balls is damn funny lol hahah conduct experiment in a bomb shelter. haha and ms theresA said "i dont have banana!" hahaha and today laughed lots bout the guy who committed suicide. so evilll but anyway...

home alone right now. yeah. haha wanna go pes E! hmm follow nick chew's tactics go and ask someone to confirm u are depressed.

you said forever

I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know
My dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine

Any type of love it will be shown
Like every single tree reach for the sky
If you're gonna fall
I'll let you know
That I will pick you up
Like you for I
I felt this thing
I can't replace
When everyone was working for this goal
Where all the children left without a trace
Only to come back as pure as gold
To recite this all

I can not live
I cant breathe
Unless you do this with me

angels & airwaves - the adventure

man its soo late. still yet to complete beehoon homework of chem practice 3. zz and cant believe some ppl can come up with the lamest excuses. how irritating. haha i still remember today is brian's bday. man i miss the pek kio cc days!!

maid is leaving in a few hrs. looks like im gonna be home alone in the afternoons from tmr onwards. and perhaps my cooking skill will improve soon. haha hey ppl u are welcome to come my house after sch hahaha! just leave before mum gets home :p

oh and today is really depressing and suay. not gonna elaborate.. hmm yeah and sooo screwed to add to that. OHH but found out today that the balcony is really a nice place to study, esp at the side further away from staff room. haha ok im seeming mugger now but yeah some times if ur alone and need to wait for stuff after sch, thats a gd place i guess. nobodys gonna see u there anyway hehe :p

anyway theres always gonna be the frizzy hair and the qqqqqqqs and marigold and 2,4DNPH. right?? ha what else is there to look forward to :s

escape to malaysia: truly asia

just back from my really short trip to malaysia.. left on thurs night and came back this morn/afternoon. haha it was more like a sleeeeeeeeeping trip. so much stuff happening this week and was sooo tired before the trip. on the way there, i think i fell asleep on the car 5 min after entering it. then woke up only at grandpa's house. and even then, i just plopped on the sofa the moment i stepped into the house. then somehow i walked to the room at dunno what time and fell asleep on the mattress. hahahaha end of story. woke up next morn to find myself still in my tshirt/jeans. ewwwwwwww but who cares?? its msia HAHA. dont worry folks i didnt come into contact with any chickens. the only ones i touched were in my soup or something. my msia routine was mostly eat and sleep and tv. yeah how exciting.

oh yea got band 2 for pw. quite satisfied considering i didnt contribute much to the group. i practically did nothing for the written report la!! aiyooo.. but glad pw's all over. anyway its ONLY 10% of uni entry score so screw it. wont make a diff if im gonna get 4 As hahahaha :p whats done is done, can only work harder for whats to come. yes thats caleb's logic for u. screw the past. screw what u cant change and make the best of what u have left!! seriously.

oh yea sat thru the house comm interviews on thurs. hahaha quite a few interesting individuals. not gonna say who. aiya but i wasnt there when they interviews the supposedly HOT girl. some short skirt girl according to khairul hahaha. aiya gd to have bimbos what.

zzzz im doing the bio spa skill A thingy on the comp now. need ideas for safety issues related to the experiment. hmm the only one i came up with so far is glassware might break and cut whoever. and the enzymes might evolve into some wierd freaky organism and eat up whatever it comes into contact with so pls do not handle it with bare hands.

hmm awhile ago i just suddenly thought of last yr's big walk. sighhh. if im not wrong was me, jason, kevin, johnny. haha the singapore vs indo. from kallang stadium supposed to walk to suntec then walk back. but we walked to suntec then go to food court makan then go watch movie. if im not wrong we watched star wars episode 3 hahahaha. and erm dunno who else were supposed to come also but didnt turn up eh?!?!?! heh heh singapore must rematch against indo in topspin u asses!!

oh ya some newspaper article abt acs teacher squeezing a student's ass or something isit? ask kevin. he knows it all. hahaha anything from chinese newspaper. but isnt it quite normal for guys touch other guys ass?? esp in boys sch. hahahahahahahahahahaha

yea suddenly i thought of my og mates toooo after reading something something hahaha. wonder hows everyone..

oh yea its easter already happy easter everyone!! haha attended gd fri service in yong peng. haha it was in chinese soo i kinda switched off after awhile. but after the service they served yummy green bean soup for refreshments HAHAHA im so evil but thats the only thing i remember clearly.

dani the girl

i dunno how but i survived last week. with erm uncountable work and tutorials. actually this week also got lots of work. bio is killing me!! zz still got spa skill a to do over GOOD FRIDAY. aiyooo. btw wont be in sg on gd friday. il be far away in malaysia!! (ok maybe not that far away) with grandparents. haha maybe will meet benny in jb at the checkpoint or smth.

hm today i did abit of the j1 house com interviews. haha wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be la. i judged them too early hahaha! then halfway went for maths s. wow for the 1st time i didnt sleep during maths s la.

OH NO april is bday month!!

oh yea and benny ur china wax rocks la!! yeaaa funky.

and life concert was gd yeah. haha ian guitar zaiiiii leh!! and sitting beside gerald and benny and listening to his nonsense throughout haha

and can u feel the cheeena aura?? i can sense my chinese improving. slowlyyyyyyyy :p

yay rhcp is back!

oh no my ezlink card left 5cent how am i gonna take bus to sch tmr?!?! oh noooooooo

pe today was lameeeee. what kind of circuit is this: run 1 round on track; 3 sets of 15 pushups; 3 sets of 20 crunches. ermm more like warmup lah :p then played handball in which i dunno whyyyyyyyy i ended up as the keeper. and the goals kept coming against me. NOT MY FAULT!! ok maybe some were my fault but...ermmermermerm we were outnumbered?? aiya whatever lah.

rongs new bag is.. erm well.. wow.. and oh ya peiyu may ur leg get better soon altho leg is not required much for pingpong. omg why is my english becoming like shit!! must be cos chinese improve so cos of le chartier's principle, english must deprove. so dont blame me if u dont understand this entire entry :p

if only i knew what i know

hmmm just wondering how my life could be different if i didnt choose to stay in sa after 1st 3 months.. probably wont be doing just so-so in my studies for sure. maybe il have a decent cca as well. social life? duno. not having much of a life now anyway hahahah dammit im so screwed.

had some issues lately. but think they r resolved. i think. i hope.

anyway a little disappointed with my results, esp maths. and still havent got back physics. ohman but looking on the bright side, chem improved from E to B!! wow 3 grade jump hahaha im gonna get a plate of beehoon for this great achievement! and why mdm water(recall: the bonding of water is H-O-H) still havent return our physics paper?? and she promised to return mine by thursday lor that waterwoman. everytime sitting in the staff room dunno doing what.

wasted the whole of yesterday too. didnt do anything at all. altho i realllllyyyy wanted to go _____! hahaha damit. ohh and today in church the boys were complaining why i nv come teach them last week. haha i was supposed to take the class but i didnt wake up. hmm badddddddd example. ok i made up my mind. no more of this nonsense. not gonna miss churchie again!!

argh the ns online documentation thing is really irritating. so much things to do. they ask me to measure my head circumfrence, measure shoulder length, measure waist etc. and LOL the health questionnaire even got one question under the heading SOCIAL: are u or were u ever homosexual?? or something like that. hahahahahah if i say yes then are they gonna put me to train with girls?? :p

seriously getting fat too. i wanna go life concert!!! im just gonna get 2 tix then see whether tyco can find other ppl go not. BENNY!! dont pangseh ian!! haha he need to impress somebody hahahaha!!

Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy

Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs

I wish you could see
This face in front of me

(Take me) I need your help
(So far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(Take me) Out from me
(So far away) Out from me

jimmy eat world - drugs or me