paramour

poor benny kena quarantined. in camp! craziness la. and its his first week there some more. but he says his oc is nice guy and if not for the quarantine, every night is nights off. and wed night is stay out cos he supports mambo?!?! lol thats the craziest thing ive heard!

i baked nutella muffins! i realise muffins are easy to make and nice to eat hehe :p more coming soon!

watched long overdue movies on my hard drive hahah. particularly liked elizabethtown (kirsten dunst!). i think im kind of a substitute person too. notting hill was nice too. now i wonder why i seem to like this kind of girly shows more these days. hmmmmmm no not turning gay definitely!

cos i completed diablo2 on normal mode single player HAHAHA. thanks to jason la that time ask me what stats to pump for sorceress then make me feel like playing also. ww barb!

i think im damn black now cos i keep swimming in the middle of the day when the sun is super strong.

and esther's poly has declared a 1 week e-learning. so she's been at home since yesterday. lots of ups and downs with her i dunno where to start, so i shan't.

PAINTBALL AND TRANSFORMERS

i wish i was as happy as i used to be.

go ahead, make my day

shweet! congrats to 2lt benny see yixiang! went out together again yesterday. he says he wants to spend more time with me before i go uni and meet some ahem 'valerie' who will steal all my time with benny hahahaha. i think we are damn gay. if anyone who doesnt know both of us personally and sees us together outside, they'll probably think we are gay couple la. went tampines (pronoucned tam-PYNES). and benny was damn hungry and we ended up cabbing to tampines ikea. yeayyeay my first time there! then we found out there was a shuttle bus from the mrt station lol kena jacked. watched terminatorsszzz. "get down!" "get down again!" "u have to listen to me, they are trying to take my tortillas!" hehehahehaha.

just met him again just now cos we damn long nv l4d already. haha i think we've improved pretty much. i like using sniper rifle now! but like 10min before our time was up some freakin black kids just had to make our day. freakin pissed both of us soo bad. we had a good mind of going over and whacking the light out of them la. cheeee the 2 little indian boys joined our game and started friendly firing us. and they wouldnt want to leave the game. walaoeh seriously like that also fun.

argh i hate black shits.

CRUNCH

you're the colour
you're the movement and the spin, never
could it stay with me the whole day long?
fail with consequence, lose with eloquence
and smile
i'm not in this movie
i'm not in this song
never
leave me paralyzed, love
leave me hypnotized, love

oh noo holidays are passing by too fast.

hehe benny shawn tan and beho came to my house last saturday night! we watched harold and kumar goes to white castle! cos my family was staying at amara and no one was at home haha. so sly. but anyway it was quite fun. beho is damn cheap la he says "caleb ur house got free food right? ok lets go!" lol faggot. but we were damn shocked he offered to treat us ice cream for the 1st time!!!!!!!!! lol!!! we stopped at a 7-eleven on the way to my place to get snacks and we got a box of 4 sticks of ice cream and i offered to pay then beho said "nvm its ok i pay this one" and we were all like OMG the sky is gonna fall HAHAH!

and banny the faggot is commissioning 2 days from now! yay im gonna be attending the parade. can camwhore!

PUSH is nice!

the ice was getting thinner

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be
The seasons have changed and so have we
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you

We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak

And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me

We're not the same, dear
And it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you

i just had 2 weird dreams in 2 consecutive nights! whats wrong with me.

damn work. i figure i should quit by the 21st of this month. quite fed up of them always calling me to cover duty. what the shit every single one of my off days! seriously. monday i already did 8 hrs extra to cover some idiot. then tues wed they try to call me also but i freakin rejected them. and this morning at 5am i receive another msg "can u work today at 4pm" cheeeewbye! as if they dont have enough staff like that. like that plan roster for what. might as well just call staff when u feel like calling right. frickin like i got no life like that only eat sleep wake up coffee club wth.

anw heh sebas helped me sign up for union camp already. wahh still got chem engin camp. sounds damn shag man. sports camp like damn happening some more. too happening for me probably lol. im really not that excited abt starting sch unlike some PPL (ian) haha. orientation camps are like omg i cant imagine myself doing retarded "introduce yourself sessions" and icebreaker games. walaoeh.

met sebas and peiyu for dinner at ikea 2 days ago too. haha peiyu wants to cook mushroom strangoff or something like that! sebas damn sly ask me order 2 chicken wings then only eat one tail portion. and we shared a princess cake cos it was sweden day ahhaha!

ogay benny is commissioning next saturday! yeay im going! and theres supposed to be a house com gathering today but i duno whether its still on. and theres nic and elena next tue and something else next fri. omg so happening for once!

off to soccer!

im a finisher!

hehe race results are out and im proud to say that i am ranked 321st hahaha not bad ok cos there are 3827 participants in the men's open category, which means im in the top 10% can u dig that! nenene with a timing of 4:51! ogay its good to know all the trainings paid out. saturday runs with sebas and self trainings and runs to holland and bishan park yesss.

sebas came to my place a few hrs before the race n my dad drove both of us to changi beach. and the frolicks queue was damn frickin long already la hahaha! why would ppl even eat frolicks before a marathon. i dunno i would prolly get stomach cramps. but i kept wanting to go pee pee before the race started. maybe cos drink too much water, cos i was water parading since 2 days ago. or maybe the nervousness and excitement. haha headed to the start line with sebas and the emcee was like give some encouragement to the participants beside u! and me and sebas give the "pretend to shake hand but brush the hand thru the hair" thingy hahahaha damn dumb. and they kept playing mambo music at the starting lineup! hahaha got like madonna's lucky some more! i was damn hyped up at that time la. i thought, "no kick im gonna run all the way". LOL couldnt be more wrong. ran with sebas at a steady pace for more than the 1st half. stopped at almost every water point to grab a gulp and continue running. then when we passed the 21km mark at east coast we were like "wooh!" to each other and i thought i could continue going till the end. but then around 25km there i lost sebas. was running up a overhead bridge and i turned behind and couldnt find him. so yea thats when i continued on alone. and was damn demoralising and no motivation to run alone la. i think like 10 min later i felt damn shag already. probably what people call "hitting the wall". then reached the power gel station and ate a choc flavoured power gel for the first time in my life omgzz it was like damn good la! at first i took a few seconds to figure out how to open the packet lol like some noobshit. and a few water points later they were giving out bananas too. wah damn shiok man. then after that i felt like shitting lol. dammit i had to tahan all the way until i reached home after the run la. if not for this feel like shitting thing i think i could have completed faster.

anyway i walked and run during the last 10km or so. and the route marshals/encouragers whatever got 2 extremes. the good ones were really good enough to get me running again when i was walking. haha got one group of them went like "runners gimme a thumbs up!" then im the only one who gave a big thumbs up LOL. so dumbshit but at least it kept me going! and then got the bo chap marshals also. i saw 2 girls playing chopsticks with each other and not giving a shit bout the runners going past them la. and got one guy lie down on the grass sleeping even worse.

and i got no blister! pro socks man. and only very minor abrasions which went away after 1 day. but my thighs hurt real bad. only felt normal today. haha i even had to resort to using a sit down toilet bowl yesterday instead of my usual squat style HAHAH!

i really feel like quitting work already leh. damn sian always reaching home close to 1am. and my outlet manager also resigning cos of some issues between him and some fat bastard higher up. lots of stories going around also that the staff at coffee club keep changing cos this fat bastard likes to terminate staff for the dumbest reasons.

i think i will swim tmr at geylang haha. toa payoh pool closed for renovations damit. geylang sounds so sleazy lol.