i can make you feel it

The sky is black and grey
These days keep on getting longer
You don't seem to play
Around my sandbox anymore

Kiss me at the gate
Like none of this had ever happened
We make believe today
But soon we will be back to normal

If you made up your mind
Would I still stand here in denial
So I have made a choice
To stand right here and watch you go

Kiss me at the gate
Like none of this had ever happened
We make believe today
But soon we will back to normal

bye everyone im gonna be flying off tmr morning! sigh im gonna miss u all ok!! my flight is 1255 at t3. helooo yay we're taking the a380!

alright lotsa stuff happened this week too il try my best to remember haha. dammit nowadays my blog is damn outdated!

ok last entry was a week ago. alright over the weekend i met benny to watch FANBOYS heheheh! got hot girl and dorky guys. omg damn funny the imitation of yoda! and when they pulled up into a macdonalds drive-thru in stormtrooper costumes!

went running with sebas in the morning too! yay finally!

met kevin n sebas for dinner on mon night. supposed to have tuition but kena played out by my student! lol i waited half an hour for her some more. went to yong tau foo place with the fattyboys despite sebas' craving for kfc (Kevin & Fat Caleb). then went cold storage.

met arthur during the week also. walked around looking for stuff like pullovers and track pants. but ended up watching pall blart mall cop and eating gelare waffles too hahahahah! yummmm. and mall cop is freakin funny!

brought esther out today too. most of it went alright. ok i shall leave out the rest.

anyway im really excited bout tmr!!!!!!!! but sad at the same time :((((((((( so yes to rong peiyu and kevin, ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS! sebas, dont stress out over school stuff and have a kfc soon :p and BENNY i wont be seeing u for damn long sooo all the best for taiwan and pls dont do anything stupid in camp or overseas alright hahaha! u havent told me what u wanna do for ian!

alright il be back soon! 14 april 6pm i think. hopefully in one (not bigger) piece lol!

PLANS

oh my i havent blogged in ages! and the rain outside is really niceeee. shit why isit that when i just finished typing this it suddenly lessened to a drizzle. arghh haha anw its damn shuang to sleep now. and i just cooked pasta for esther and myself hahaha great success! and actually i spent the whole of yesterday at home alone with esther.

cg tmr is postponed. argh and i cancelled the hotel job thingy again 2nd time. and for nothing. aiya nvm then i can meet benny one last time before i fly off to london. yess im flying on the 27th, next fri! and sebas says we're running tmr morning haha finally! i think i lost all my momentum already sia. shit why i keep talking like a mat nowadays siAaaaa. must be cos of everyone talking like that at work hahaha. OH i made my first drink on wed! haha siti taught me how to make a latte. ok no big deal i guess but hopefully i can make more drinks later today at work! hmm but then again probably cannot cos fri nights are busy. morning shifts are the best la haha! always nothing to do. and jeremy will always have like those gonna expire stocks then he will let us try food. heheh! i tried a mushroom & parmesan baked rice this week. and i think last week i tried the oreo cheesecake which ermmm wasnt very nice actually ahha. and everyone keeps waiting for the muffins to expire but it has like unlimited expiry dates haha damn retarded.

didnt give tuition this week also cos it was sch hols. so yay quite enjoyed this week. but some unfulfilled plans.

oh yes i met bernard, staff peh and terrence and some other ex trainees at airport on wed after work too. cos they were flying off to germany.

finished my last driving lesson too. at the end of the lesson i told him i was going for holiday then he said i could come back just wait for test date sia! eggciting!

today will be better, i swear!

im feeling perpetually tired the past few days. suckyyy. haha i think my eyebags are comparable to rong's.

benny's total damage last night was $650! hahaha he said he must hide the receipt from his mum if not total damage will become physical LOLLLLLLLLLLL joke of the year!! yay he got his new touch screen display camera! i think we both are touchy touchy guys heheh cos we love touch screen devices yay and we love to touch each other (not)!

esther was supposed to go down to republic poly by this week to enrol for her course. something like confirm her place. and she kept procrastinating until the last day which was yesterday, and she then she suddenly throw stun at everyone by saying she didnt want to enrol cos she wanted to retake o lvls. mum called pastor down to counsel her yesterday but i dunno what happened cos i wasnt around. yes and they finally made it to rp just before enrolment closed. and some more a few days ago when i was having my 30 min break during my work at t3, she suddenly call me and said "kor where are you? are you with mummy? tell her im moving out." at first i didnt get it. i thought she meant moving out of the house to meet someone somewhere or what. but no, she meant moving out like to stay at another place! dunno whats with her lah. cheesebye last night i even had to wait till 4am for the shower cos of her la. and i reached home at 1am. can u imagine??! waiting 3 hours wtf. after a frickin long day. damn frickin pissed.

shit lah why does my life suck so much.

oh yes mum told me that at the poly registration yesterday, esther delibrately changed her religion from CHRISTIANITY to NIL in front of her face. and submitted.

school days are the best seriously.

sigh ok i shall bitch about the outlet manager assholeeeeeee. frickin gave us 1 day notice that the next day we had to go down for photo taking. i thought what thing sia so impt must everyone go down. some more he said its from 5pm-7pm. 2 hours take what photo so long sia! and HE THREATEN US IF WE DONT TURN UP WE WILL GET FIRED. what a cheesebye i think we can go complain to ministry of manpower. then on the actual day guess what. we each individually just stand against the wall and hold up a a4 paper with our name on it and took photo. like prisoner photo like that. and thats it. omggg and i cancelled my banquet $7 per hour job that evening just for this shit?!?!

choose life

FANBOYS - uber nerds queuing up for a taste of george lucas' table scrap!

me and benny are SOOO gonna watch this show when it comes out :))))))))))))))

ok i havent blogged in really long. cos i dont spend much time on my comp as i used to. and since i got my new phone, everytime i come to the comp i will usually be organising stuff like contact information n calendars n uploading music n vids to my phone n stuff. but i love my phoneeeee!! hehe firstly the screen is huge and it has an 8gb sd card inside so i actually uploaded movies to watch on it! and the speakers are damn good. like my laptop speakers! and gps works too haha i tried searching happpy avenue and random places on it.

hmm yess met benny on saturday to watch watchmen! omg i looove it. except blue man's dangling ahem thingy. (hahaha blue balls!) shiettt i think its the best show so far this year! oh and we had dinner at azabu sabo again hahaha and the waitresses there are dressed damn weirdly. we both kept giving each other the weird look when someone came to serve us. and had strawberry syrup ice cream thingy for dessert damn nice! haha very long never indulge in dessert already. and i finally went for cg. err my cg suddenly expand until damn big la i think got 20+ ppl now. anna was there too and i think she dresses very differently nowadays. with ultra heavy makeup haha eww. and all the guys keep calling me mr ord lol! i guess all the guys there are envious of me :p

met mum at raffles city on fri to apply for credit card too. yay it just arrived today! loly can online shopping already. damn! and ate at the soup spoon omg i love it!

hmm what else what elseeee. oh yes peiyu's syc recital BIRTH and DEATH (sheng si) hahahaha! at the esplanade! heehee finally all her hard work paid off with a great performance! went there with sebas kevin alvin reo and his elder sis! haha we sat at the last row and there was this part during the concert when peiyu had to stand and sing from just behind us! and we watched barbarella and spied facebook while waiting for peiyu (aka stage manager) to lock up the place after the performance. went xin wang for supper, then headed home. yes and lots of camwhoring included! yay i have many new contact photos for my phone book :p

met seb n kev last night again after my work. supposed to meet after 9 after my tuition but tuition got cancelled cos fazreena came to work late and i couldnt leave until she came. so i was late for tuition class. so cancelled. yup had thai expresssss yay green laksa damn nice and damn spicy! and the 2 of them were soooo spying some guy in striped shirt lah ok. im so out of the loop with their abbreviations and codenames lah.

and sean invited me to his 21st birthday this thurs! but i cannot go anyway cos i got new 2nd job heheh. at some hotel. no not male gigolo!

oh yessssss yesterday at coffee club!!! omg service audit!!!!! GG!!!! the audit team came and i thought they were ordinary customers! all the way until after they left and my manager said "if we score 80% or more for this audit then i branja u dinner hehe" and im like "errr what audit?" then she told me about what just happened omgg. i think i just screwed it upside down hahahaha. if can pass good already. ahhhh shit and tmr got service training im sooo dead.

ok my schedule for the rest of the week:
tmr service training 3-5 then tuition 7-9.
thurs work at cc 12-4 then hotel 6-11.
fri cc 10-6.
sat IT fair!

HAUTE DOG

omg im traumatized. hhaha no la kidding. but today and yesterday was damn gay serious. yesterday psycho man came and chatted me up after i ended my shift at coffee club. omggg thank goodness i had tuition to rush of to. and today.. ok la today was fun haha! went out with cc friends to watch slumdog at tampines mall. haha im becoming more and more of a east-sider already. anyway kinda invited me to go along so they can keep teasing me bout sean la lol. yeah he was there also. and no nothing ahem happened alright! they just kept saying stuff with suggestive meanings lol! and the girls keep trying to make sean jealous by putting their arms around me and stuff. omg damn embarrassing okayyyy! syaimaa kept thinking i was really frightened by all their teasing and stuff haha. and farhana kept laughing at my ic photo dammit. no wait actually everyone laughed. haha! okay i really gotta sleep now! i even dozed off for like 5 min in the cinema lol.

bom

roti bom!! u know the prata with condensed milk inside called roti bom! damn niceeee. ok no seriously bom stands for bastard operations manager. what an asssssssss. is that what they do all day seriously? going around picking at teeny weeny things just to make themselves feel powerful. i bet the scar on his upper lip is caused when his wife bit him cos he was too ugly and tried to kiss her lahhhhhh. okay shit i can be damn ass sometimes lol! walao he standing from so far away then say he was observing me never open menu for customer and all the bullshit when i did everything correctly! then randomly call for training sessions out of the blue walao dammit tmr must go back again!! arghhh.

i really dunno how esther is gonna survive her poly life. no i correct myself. i dunno how she is even gonna survive her first day in school. serious. apparently she went bonkers last night after everyone went to bed and started cutting her own hair and today she has no fringe! (kinda reminds me of britney spears shaving her head when she went mental that time) anywayyyys, on sunday we went for photoshoot. and they were really professional. i think better than the previous photoshoot. and they made all the images look damn attractive by displaying it on an imac hahaha! then try to sell us bundle package of a few thousand dollars omg. anyway as i expected, esther made a scene again. duhhh. when we were selecting the photos, she kept insisting on her own way and then she bang table bang computer when she couldnt get what she want. omggzz i swear shes such an embarrassment. i mean can u even imagine a 16 yr old behaving like that! then she even fought with the service assistant over the computer mouse just to select the photo she wanted. gg.

i won't make you

I'm under attack again my dear, I'm in the way
Got no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to say
And still if I yell at the top of my lungs will it be the same?
I'd fly you a flag, I'd bury this pen into my veins

yess saturdays with benny! he is a sick perv lol. dreaming of f___?!?! but he says its not a wd lol. too bad he doesnt wanna tell me what it is! omg and so exciting we played 3 full hours of l4d!!! damn fun siaaa cos got 6 ppl playing. omgxzxzxz im trigger happy! and went for selegie tau huey with beho and shawn tan too. hahaha booby trap :p beho is flying off to taiwan tmr! good luck man. now the weather there is cold and wet. shit man brings back bad memories of shivering in the back of the tonner.

watchmen will be out next week!

and didnt go for marathon training on sat AGAIN! hahaha too slack. cos sebas was mahjonging the night before till 5am hahah.

oh and on sat i saw my coffee club manager in town. but apparently she was supposed to be on mc that day ahha! WAA!

ANDDDDDD I FINALLY ORDERED MY NEW PHONE NIGGAS!!! its arriving this wed! whooo! tmr im gonna go to the hello! shop at parkway after work before tuition to upgrade my sim card to 3g. yess working tmr 10-4 omg i should soo sleep now. gd nite!

yum yum rong's chewy candy!