sehhh!

hello! haha last week i went to watch inception with mengss. and i went to google for spoilers cos the ending was abit HUH? yesss u shd go read this! and then just before typing this post i saw another article with lots and lots of questions about the show hahaha its here!

and last week was also my sis and kevin's birthdays! celebrated kevin's birthday at riders cafe (haha my first time there). its at bukit timah and that morning was raining hahaha i was damn scared it would flood there and my car would die. but lucky it didnt. and we had dress code: 3 colours or more not including black/white! hahaha obviously sebas cheated but he didnt wanna do the penalty, which was to call somebody hahaha :p

mengy went on cruise with sharon's family over the weekend so i was bored at homeeeeeee. hahaha played new transformers game! currently im more than 50% through game hahaha! and some downloaded movies. and old serials im trying to catch up on. and yay for tapioca chips! :) shawn also just came back from bangkok and gave me a star wars coffee shirt!

supposed to go booza picnic tmr! and i wanted to bake cookies but now no time! :( so im not being lazy ok! just that time restrains! hahahha act cute leh somebody. hmmmmmm. ok gotta wake up for dance practice tmr sucksssssssssssss.

bu dao wong!

kicked

And we could ride all night
To the place of a blinking light
Wishing traffic was faster
Traffic was faster
Keeping safe distance
But courting disaster
We could dance all night
To the sounds of a starting fight
Hoping change would come around
Change would come around
Amazing division
How sweet the sound

Blame Me! Blame Me! Blame Me!
For mistakes you've made
But you can't own
Hate Me! Hate Me! Hate Me!
For every honest word
That you postpone
Leave me out of this
Lights on sinking ships
Are gleaming! gleaming! gleaming!
For mistakes you've made
But you can't own

And we could stare all day
At problems that will go away
Silence is pounding
Silence is pounding
You're wearing me down
These corners, they're rounding
We could scream all night
You know there's love still left inside
Stop saying you're sorry
All of these words feel so very empty

Torturing ourselves
We must be into the abuse
If you're the rope that ties us together
Then please make me a new sad speech
Or leave and beg me just to stay
Used to run to my arms
But now i'm pullin away
Come and go as you please
I'm like a part time lover
With well worn knees
Well come on

You've got my world on a string, but the funny thing is
The only thing hanging from that string is you
Well, I couldn't care more and you couldn't care less
You ran a river through my eyes

You gave me nothing and now its all I have left
I gave you all I could, but everything wasn't enough

I fell for too many of your promises
And even the empty ones you managed to break
You wouldn't know honesty if it knocked at your door
Well, here I am.I knocked, let me in?

You gave me nothing and now its all I have left
I gave you all I could, but everything wasn't enough

I played the fool for you

You gave me nothing at all
I gave you all I could, but everything wasn't enough for you
But I'm not enough for you

Im A Fatty Bibi

I LOVE TO SLEEP!

heehee

silence is easy

met laimeng's royal family yesterday and the day before! yesterday we went to chinatown to sing tendollars k! ahhaha im a noob la ok. one of her friends eunice brought yummy cakes from bakersworld damn niceee! mango and chocolate! hahaha and she kept calling me calop. like scallop without the 's'. now i got sore throat already la! andrew also now got sexy voice. sehhhh. then went oweek dinner at somewhere in simei. hahaha stunner me and austen were not the last to reach. the boss arrived latest! and more stunningly, in his number 4! hahaha! im sure u guys know what a number 4 is. if not, go google sure can find. then after the bathed and changed into another army polo tee i found out he was also armour spec hahah. shit man means i actually went on the same trip with him to some secret overseas training location last time eeee with spring onion man hahahha. *do the cockroach handshake cross arms* okay talking rubbish alr must go meet lennard now at tpy for some talk which i know nothing about! hmmmm.

dinner with nine tonight! i need to go run too!

new shoes cost me a boob bomb!

adrenaline shot here

ok so im back from camp! crazy past week man. anw, yesterday was damnnnnn eggggciting! hahaha super adrenaline rush! cos, mengss was over at my place and guess what! mum came home! zomggg and bad timing! hahahah we executed the great escape! damn funny la. i chionged downstairs to open the door and distract her and she went to the kitchen, and then i msged mengs to go out from the front door while i talked to mum in the kitchen! HAHA! and mum kept feeding me smoked duck yummy and salty!

then we went to clarke quay to get CHEEZY RAISIN BUNS from barcook bakery woohoo! shiokkkk! and she went for meeting in sch and after that we went to ameen for butter chicken and naan! spammmmm! happy happy day! :)

going with my dear to pluck wisdom tooth later :( hope everything goes fine!

kill

You're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes around by chance
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me
You always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up, put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmiser song goes:
'It's just like being alone...'

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me
You've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away

So go on, love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
And so much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you
And I should have said it
But tell me
Just what has it ever meant

I can't help it baby
This is who I am
Sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me
You build me up but just to watch me break
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

why do you let me stay here?

hey friend, you're back!

stunnerrrr! its raining nowww and i didnt wash my car i swear hahah! just received gst package yesterday woohoo! and got extra cash from mum!

kevin came back! and in fact i just went running with him this morning at east coast. wah chionged quite fast. like faster than my usual pace. but not bad i think running together helps to motivate! but woke up super early lah! we started running at 7am hahaha craziness. but the weather was really good. no sun!

and the night he came back, wed night i think, we went to the airport to meet him. and went to holland v after to have supper. ate at cj not lmxlb but the other one i dunno what its called. some supper set for 2 with nice char siew pao woohoo! and century egg porridge (but i didnt eat). and gbsjd? hahah abbreviations. taught sebas monopoly deal. havent seen him for more than a month! then he won the 1st game siallll must be beginners luck. hahaha oh ya and i 1v1 rong and she won HAHAHA sheeetz. after that we went coffee bean for more monopoly deal and everyone won once! then we ended up playing indian poker with the monopoly cards hahaha highest value wins!!! went home at what, 4am? hahahha gg.

then next morning woke up early and went to vivocity with laimeng for movieeeee. haha public transport day! ahhah and we bought this popcorn combo set with a twilight cup and i had to bring the cup into the toilet and wash it after the movie cos she wanted to keep it! funny hahaha lucky not many ppl in the toilet if not they'll think im weird. wait, i AM weird :p and didnt go chinatown! went amk then bishan. and i tried her favourite long fishcake hahaha! and i kena ketuk by buying this stupid not-so-nice durian pancake thing.

benny says i ps them soccer to watch twilight hahahah :p sorryeh!

lets go tea partay soon and get some peppermint milkshake! but next week super busyyyy argh i think mon - fri all burnt. half of sunday as well. and tmr too. suckssssssss!