so big. so angry. so dead.

sis is a control freak. always comparing me with her "2 years ago". what a twat.

"mummy only started letting me stay out after midnight after i turned 21!"
OR
"i used to only get $100 a month last time when i was in jc why u get $150 still complain!"

just examples. but stuff like that urghhh. and now she wants to have a say in who i choose for a girlfriend?! dont u hate it when ppl impose their ideals on you. move with the times man! last time policemen wore shorts, but obviously not today! hurhurrrrr.

mkt exam was gggggggggg i can fly kite already. arghhhh. shit wasted such an easy paper.

and i some ppl dont have the slightest common sense in the world by parking their car in front of my front gate. retard! i think chock sebas and laimeng were discussing ytd about MS is true hahaha those ppl just have stupidity in their genes. hmmz im feeling damn bitchy now whyyyyy!

tp gang surprised me at my house last night omg! i was damn shocked! and i even had a pore pack on my nose when they arrived LOL. then i had to rush to peel it off before going down to meet them. but TOO LATE jieying saw it already when i stood at my room window! shat. yays they got me the arc mouse ive been wanting for some time! and a PURPLE one! heh im using it now. niceeee! uber touched man even though they could be like mugging for their paper next week but still! and they call themselves coconut jackfruit lemon cherry HAHA. why no jambu! lollll. omg i didnt know jackfruit was 1.70m tall omg thats taller than me!

ogay i feel damn lazy now i got MLE on monday 9am but im still not studying for ittt.

no kick no kick no kick NOW I GOT KICKED DAMMIT.

and countdown to standard chartered: 1 WEEK! goodluckxzxz i can go for big walk instead.

so pretty. so smart.
what a waste of a young heart.

i must be crazy or im a genius

zomggg after maths paper ytd i went to meet banny and we went to play l4d2!!! wth man as if my exams are over hahHaha. damnnnn funnn! and we went to play more today cos we couldnt complete a mission in 1 hr ytd! wheeeeeeee. can pick up guitar as melee weapons GUITAR HEROES! and its nice cos its like so much more realistic! shttt i cant wait to play again.

we watched the informant yesterday too. some uber confusing show abt a guy with bipolar disorder. hahaha like ris low.

okok maths paper was GG. i hope i actually dont FAIL this module siazz. omg ppl are hoping for an A and im hoping for a pass?!

and i only found out today that tmr is a public holiday!

ohh and found out there's sitex going on from today till the weekend! i wish i had the time to go down and get stuff. and a mouse :(

and i didnt mention this in my previous post but im extremely grateful to claudio laimeng and jieying for contributing for my petrol xoxo! yes i wont spend it on dating slim or whoever hahaha.

oh ya and today i saw this guy who was wearing this tshirt which said "kick me" on its back. wahh damn tempting lol.

OMG ZOMBIEEEESSSS

archilles tendon?

oomg i went to google foot pain and i m getting freaked out by the search results. they all look pretty nasty :( i needa miracle. for both my foot and exams.

perspective is a lovely hand to hold

studystudystudy! been studying with booza ppl the past few days and its definitely better than staying at home! like see what am i doing now when i should be studying urgh. dave's parents were out the past 2 days so he invited us over. and his parents were bought us nasilemak and yummmy portuguese egg tarts. gdstuffzzz.

yay first paper down.

met peiyu and sebas for supper on sat at hv! we spied the 881 actress omg totally disappointed she likes alternative lifestyle :( and went to pick alvin from airport the next morning. haha slept like only 3 hrs plus i think? then the whole day was damn shag. churched, mum's bday lunch, study at dave's house till 1 plus. GG.

anw went finally got to see what republic poly looks like inside. damn chio!

ohmanzaa should i go killers concert??

and WHY ISIT ALWAYS RAINING ARGH. and whats frickin puzzling me is HOW THE HECK DID I TWIST/SPRAIN MY ANKLE IN MY SLEEP! i woke up this morning with a sprained left ankle and i cant walk properly wth! paranormal activity sia. maybe i sleepwalked and dropped off the bed?!! arghhhh so pissing now i cant go and run. maybe its good so i can stay at home and study more haha. and lucky its left leg not right.

ps. bitching really brings ppl together! naasty.

alvin said i looked slimmer HAHA and his cathigh friend thought im his brother (?!) maybe cos we're both blackies.

ok back to MA 1505 i cant believe the number of new discoveries im still making even at this time.

boomz

car accident is naaassty. it gets worse if the other party is a WOMAN (a menopausal one to be precise). what a whore. good thing chock was there with me. haha he says if he was the one driving things would have surely gotten physical. damn hyundai getzzzzzz kiss my ass! literally, it kissed my front bumper dammit.

but booza and tp gang especially were really niceee!

i should really stop staying up so late and do some productive studying in the daytime! i seem to be taking this finals too easy manzz diedie.

say you feel the same way

mugmugmuggggggggg my brains goin crazy! but woohoo gonna meet benny later and watch 2012 (?)

made a new friend from my neighbourhood this week during one of my late night runs hahaha. had just finished my 5k and was at the fitness corner doing some statics when i heard this random voice from behind me "training for ippt ah?" turns out he's this guy same age as me who stays nearby too. cool and nice dude haha. he added me on fb.

baked choc chip mufffins - one of the easiest and yummiest recipes i know! fruit tart next time!

kevin owes me some info!!

oh yes i skyped with jason tooo. haha sucha faggot.

didnt go running with limpei :ppp

i found out angelina jolie got new movie coming soon hahaha

and natalie portman too and tobey mcguire!

you're all the welfare pack i need

yayness athlete snowpat dashboardconfessional!! wheeee i made 2nd contact with ___! eggciting zomg! studying with boomza rocks too. went changi ytd for pop eyes hahaha diet starts tmr?! and omg im hooked on icy tower wth! its like sec sch game all over again! lucky not gunbound :p okay this is a pretty incoherent post.

at least, i got my first A for marketing group assignment woohooz!

ATHLETEEEEEEEE!

understanding in a car crash

had a seriously real dream last night. and i woke up believing it happened. dreamt i was going to beho's house i think, after school, with a bunch of sas guys. and i dunno why i let malcolm drive my car there and he floored the accelerator all the way and i was panicking but didnt say a word hahaha.

how was your weekend? -GOOD.

OKAYS im finally blogging. arghhh i hatemyself. sighsss its too late now :(

i finally got to talk to yusof (yusof ishak house = YIH if u get what i mean) hauhauheuahuh i think i have a weird ability of coming up with random nicknames for ppl. jieying best doing maths then see LIMITS also can link to something else wahpiangzz.

i think i wont blog too in too much detail also hahaha i think my blog is unsafe already u never know WHO IS READING! :P OK LA ACTUALLY TRUTH IS IM JUST LAZY.

anyways i think i owe jieying a treat hahaha. treat ice water?

celebrated seb soh's bdayyy with pink bra and panties hahaha nasty. and met peiyu for soupspooooon last night finally i get to eat velvety mushrooom! but it doesnt seem so nice anymore haha. meatless minestrone next timeee. and hardbooger! and we had yummss redbean mochi thing and sesame icecream woohoo! and we planned to surprise but we ourselves got surprised instead hahaha! CLAM CHOWDER LEHHH. i went funan wanting to get a new mouse for myself. was looking at the arc mouse heehee but omg its $78! after discount! hmmm im really going broke :( maybe i shouldnt upgrade my car audio system so soon. cos i just got a new 500gb portable harddisk. which im still formatting now wah take damn long lehhh. i hope can finish before i set off for sch lolll if not i gotta leave my comp at home. and it came with a FREE mouse. but its a wired optical mouse. ok la the shape quite similar to my previous mouse. but i think laser mouse better than optical soo yeah and i want a wireless one so wont keep tangling with the cables. easier to carry to sch too! *OH OH MY ITUNES IS PLAYING THE SMITHS - THERE IS A LIGHT THAT NEVER GOES OUT NOWWW! <3* ~to die by your side, is such a heavenly way to dieeee~ hahaha omg summer. new movie to add to my collection haha! ok back to wireless mouse, yea. niceee i shall go back when im feeling richer to get the $78 (hopefully its still on offer) arc mouse!

hmm oh ya the day before i randomly saw rong in sch as i was rushing to lt11 for seb soh's bday thing. from across the rd! hmm i wonder is this the first time i actually randomly saw her in sch hahahaha INDIAN DANCE!

okok la ENGING OWEEK BBQ. at first was quite boringgg. cos like i went with jieying then i didnt know anyone else there. besides kenneth the swimmer (haha) and chesscamp ppl but they were under different committee. but jieying intro-ed me to some of her friends yiii huiii, yan tian, congren, kai chen, still got some others but i cant rmb the name lol. and songkiu of course. wah austen didnt come hahaha so sad he missed out :p gradually ppl left, and in the end only left all the engin club ppl plus me jieying and her dear friend yihui. then we left at like around 10, after her dad picked her up. haha she offered a lift to sunset way and jy almost burst out laughing HAHAHA. omggg i must get fullmarks for finals!! and i still rmb jieying said something abt low profile pageant guy hahaha walao indirectly shooting ppl leh. boomz.

err haha i havent finished writing bout ytd! after we failed to surprise rong at sde, me and peiyu went to join booza ppl to mug! i finally actually understood something after maths chapter 7! woohoo! sharon and laimeng kept trying to spook me out with 123456 walaooo.

sad and broke. i went swimming this morning to cheer myself up aha but it started raining halfway when i was in the pool walao. no sun! shattt i totally shouldnt have signed up for stand chart sia where got time to train! im going to die after 10km mark i think lollll. maybe i can be fastest WALKER la.

wahhh formatting like still got 20% to gooo. i dont think its gonna finish before 3 dammit. okbye! got free dinner tonight yeay i must learn to be a cheapo already :p

she's got you high

songs of desperation
i played them for you
a moment, a love
a dream, aloud
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs

so stay there
cause i'll be coming over
and while our blood's still young
it's so young, it runs
and won't stop till it's over
won't stop to surrender

argh i still want my stormtrooper jacket alot alot though its been like almost a year!!

how the star wars madness started:

htht (head to head talk) at gardens last night was ahem insightful. but i still feel some things are better left unsaid.

maybe thats why i appear like an unemotional cool doode (i wish haha) but i cant stand feeling vulnerable. after what many rounds of the same thing.

and arghhh my life sucks okay i wanna beeeech abt my sis again shes driving me nuts! "i dowan i dowan i dowan" "dont bully me" x10000000

my wakeboarding is n00bz whyyyyyyy! maybe i cant balance my cg well hurhur flat feet sucks la okay.

and i didnt meet benny this week :( shucks i feel bad. army really sucks i know and i experienced it when all i wanted to do was meetup with friends on the weekends but only to find out they already have their schedules packed with stuff (new friends/projects/mugging).

i think something happened to my forearm during wakeboarding ahhhh! now i have problem gripping things like clenching my fist! i tried doing chin-up last night and i dropped like after 2 counts?! and its cos i cant maintain my grip not cos of no strength arghhhh irritatin. recover soon pls!

heheh on a happier note, bimbo is damn ermmm bimbotic (?) these few days! yayyy love bimbo! he's almost a year old!