like i do

fbnbcb!!! i almost died waiting for my turn to shower. esther took 2 hrs in the shower again. and i only managed to shower at 3am. okay i resisted the urge to open the floodgates of all the nasty words waiting to come out from my mouth. i just said "dont argue ok. go sleep early."

was out with my family the whole night. after work i was supposed to go for photoshoot but they postponed it. so went town to meet my 2 sisters. i was kinda sianned at the thought of having to walk around with esther okay. but i decided i had nothing better to do at home so why not. while mum and dad were attending some talk in orchard. so walked round taka and wisma with sisters. and i had modanyaki for dinner yay! haha secretly craving it for months already :p and grace bought venezia ice cream biscotti flavour! oh i went inside the nokia store at wisma too and played around with the 5800. i really like itxzxzxz!~ $798 without contract omgzz! walao i was damn disappointed i couldnt wear the striped tshirt lehhh. i was soo looking forward to stripessss haha. sisters bought alot of clothes. and i bought nothing. haha i think i usually only end up buying stuff when im out with benny! after dad and mum finished, we went to send grace to somewhere in bedok to her friend's place. then dad had craving for hong kong cafe hahaha so we went to the siglap one. and we ordered and shared pork chop, thick peanut butter toast, red bean paste w icecream, mango ice thingy and OMG peanut butter ice-blend lol! the pnut butter iceblend is a really unique taste man! but nice haha. but i guess its loaded with fatssss. okay la rare treat :p i love the red bean paste thing too. but my throat felt damn dry after all the peanut butter stuff we ate. even now. crazy sia we eat so much.

oh and i saw a new coffee club outlet opening outside wheelock! where coffee bean used to be. hahaha maybe they will need new staff there tooooo!

rong came to visit today! yay be kind rewind! good thing today was slack day. and i saw terence cao filming at airport hahaha. he was sitting on a trolley being pushed around. what a retard. and syaimaa, the same coffeeclub girl who keeps asking me whether im straight, keeps trying to matchmake me with every single girl la. hahaha and they were rating guys asses today. and naadira said i prolly have no girlfriend cos i always seem uninterested in anyone and everyone hahahaha. really that jialat ah! and both of them kept scaring me about typhoid jabs la shit im damn freaked out now. they say after jab cannot move the hand and its more painful than bcg. (jhaha i didnt take bcg injection when pri 6 cos i cried! wussss) and today got kids performing just beside the coffeeclub. i cant live withouttcheww. haha barney instincts. had food tasting today too. omg the new food is ermmm okay some good and some totally weird. like caramelised onions on puff pastry. hahahah what the! but bread with avocado spread is good! and jalapenos with stuffed cheese and bacon omg! farhana gave me half a passion fruit to eat too! haha can u believe it its the first time i ate passion fruit! she says its an aphrodisiac.

and driving instructor said im GOODszzxzxzxz yeaahhh. ok its not gonna get over my head!

good night. and I LOVE MY FRIENDS YAY!

puss see

haha dont think im vulgar cos of my post title! its benny future daughter's name hahahahahahahahhahaha!! just like ben er's son is gonna be called f___. hahah ok old joke :p

i can sleep forever these days
'cause in my dreams i see you again

worked from 10-3 today. sorry rong! haha today at work was really fun though! cos it was practically empty throughout the whole time i was there! and we just kept talking cock most of the time with the kitchen crew and cooks hahaha. cos the managers disappeared for a super long break and the supervisor also damn slack one so she join us in talk cock session. omggzzz they keep making fun of muthu the cleaner in front of him hahah! but he's nice la. just that they were saying what he flashed his hairy chest once last time hahahahaha funnyyy! and this other barrista keeps thinking im gonna have affair with my tuition student la! which is sooooo not gonna happen pls im very professional okay! and got another girl say she wouldnt trust her daughter, if she had one, with a 20 yr old just finished ns awaiting uni guy for tuition la. hahaha she say ppl like me are the most dangerous and pervertic guys cos in army too long no girls then come out now prey on small girls walao! went home with jeremy after work. he is actually a shatec student attached to coffee club for internship or smth. which is quite pointless considering we dont actually cook stuff hahahaha so he only learn how to press buttons on ovens. but he got a second job outside and he invited me to join him. and its better pay than cc but its more busy work la. some kitchen helper in a hotel thingy. sounds fun maybe if i can get ppl like shawn tan to join me heheh. and my manager siao one leh. she pregnant woman but still drink coffee everyday! gg to her baby already la lidat.

oh ya and yesterday driving lesson was fun fun! instructor brought me to drive all the way to tampines simei there! shiokkk im looking forward to more tmr! and jeremy says tmr we're finally gonna be able to taste the new food. and got some family photo shoot again at night. aiya i think its quite retarded actually. take photo free then sure they will sell some bundle package in the end then spend a few hundred bucks again. and i think esther is gonna make a scene again tmr la omg. and anyone wanna go zoukkkk! got nokia phone launch event there tmr can get phone for 58 cents if ur lucky haha! and what wear stripes got free entry to zouk! shit lah sure damn packed. i just want the phone!

the unhappy ending

!!! esther just spent freakin more than 2 hours in the toilet for who-knows-what! seriously. is she mental or is she mental? i reached home at around 1030 today. and she was already in the shower. and i only finally got to shower at 1230. what in the world?! and yesterday even worse okay. she apparently lost her atm card (those posb ones with just numbers on it and no name). THEN SHE WENT TO STEAL MY MUM'S ATM CARD FROM HER WALLET IN HER HANDBAG AND CLAIMS IT IS HERS OMGG! that is really a sign of mental illness i swear. and it got so bad that my mum and dad drove her to the nearest atm just outside our house to test the card with her pin number. and true enough it was my mum's one. BUT SHE STILL INSISTS ITS HERS. GONE. CRANKY.

sigh i think im a really crappy tuition teacher btw. shit lah i really must buck up. and my student last min pangseh me yesterday la. after i left airport at 5 yesterday i killed time till 6 and reached her place at 630. and took out my phone just to see an sms saying she couldnt make it. so changed to today. and tmr's lesson is cancelled as well.

and today was supposed to be my day off la. then the coffee club go and call everyone back for some stupid food training. and the food didnt even arrive lor. waste our time go there sia. and the worst part is last night the sean messaged me "hi darling are u asleep? or still mapling?" ewwww. i realllyy hope he sent it to wrong person okay. firstly cos i dont maple. and secondly cos i dont wanna darling with him lol. shit lah and today i got the weirdest sms from one of the cc colleagues. "caleb are u straight? just want to know cos someone really likes u la" shittt what have i done. truth is, last christmas i gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away. haha dunno why this song suddenly came to my mind.

oh ya! and yesterday during driving lesson! we were doing test routes halfway then my instructor needed to go pee pee. so he ask me stop at the side for a few min. NO HE DIDNT PEE IN THE BUSHES LOL. but after he came back and we drove around some more, we saw 2 cars smashed up in the middle of a junction. then he say "lucky i go pee just now, if not we could have been the ones kena bang" LOL.

and ive been wanting to say how hilarious this is so many times but i keep forgetting to blog about this. there are really ALOT of ppl who use the airport luggage weighing scale to weigh themselves! omg young man bangla man old aunty hot lady ALL KINDS OF PPL! then got some get on and get off then giggle to themselves. then got some shy shy after see their weight already then go hide one corner. AHHAHAH now u know how i kill time at coffee club!

life: the ultimate work of art

just watched vicky cristina barcelona! "maria elena used to say that only unfulfilled love can be romantic". anyhows i think its a pretty nice show. got plus points cos of scarlett johansson haha.

church today and i struggled to stay awake but i managed! so weird cos pastor was just talking about how we as we move towards "open-mindedness". and he was talking bout sexual immorality like incest and stuff. and i was just watching a show which made it seem like having a 3 way relationship is okay! ok thats quite a big spoiler for the show haha.

andddd benny came to visit me at coffee club! haha! he thought i was working at tcc then he went there to look for me but found some hot waitress instead lolll! then he stayed there for 30min just looking at her. hahahaha he say i should work there also la better than coffee club with all the minah only. which reminds me, omg the coffee club keep making fun of me la! hahah err jeremy, the cook thought i was just finish sec sch. and the girls all keep secretly giggling and asking me whether im straight omggggg. yeah especially so the day after benny came to visit me. cos we were actually gonna take mrt home together but i told them i was gonna go out with my friend (benny). "girlfriend?" "no, boyfriend. haha. no i dont mean that i mean GUY friend ok!" what the shit man! and me and benny RAN to the train station and made it just in time. took to tiong bahru and met sebas cos we wanted to l4d. but the lan shop full house! hahaha damn funny inside the lan shop got a notice saying "if you suspect you are addicted to gaming and need help please contact institute of mental health website: imh.gov.sg" or something like that. serious!

and peiyu came yesterday too! hahaha yay! she say the manager is a bung. hahah dammit i should have gone tcc!

missed east coast running with sebas again this week. cos i overslept. arghhh shit! but i went self training today, 10km. okay not very long but ya. and i was cruising at a very comfortable pace. shit i think my legs are hurting from wearing the stupid high heel leather shoes too much.

anyway yay uni recess week we must meet up more! i got my work schedule already and i got no night shifts this week! okay working mon wed thur and fri only!

ok crap i gotta sleep now got driving lesson tmr morn!

black mamba

just now when i went for my night run. i was cooling down and doing some stretching when i saw this indian guy walking towards me. omg i totally freaked out ok it was damn scary. cos he was really walking TOWARDS me! i quickly walk away as fast as i can lol. and i heard him say something as i walked past him but i dunno wad. omg scarrryyyy!

and i finally weighed myself! damn long nv weigh already. 55.9! omg i think im losing muscle mass thats bad! okay no wonder ive been feeling more tired than usual lately. i must stop this!

watched kill bill vol 1 and 2 today! awesome man!

maybe if you'd slow down for me

ok im finally blogging. too tired the last few days to do so. and finally today is my off day! no work, no tuition, no driving. oh yeah my instructor FINALLY booked my test date for me walao. 30 april leh still got lonngggg longgg way and its after i come back from london what the shit i hope i dont forget how to park.

ok i shall write about some experiences at coffee club haha. yesterday delia hoo my childhood crush came to coffee club! oh my mama! dont think she recognised me though. omg still damn hot! drooool. ok la yesterday was a pretty slack day as well. not many customers. got some times the shop was totally empty some more. and i finally got to try some of the drinks. the barrista had some leftover and gave me and haikal to try some. toffee nut, or-mango, choc mint and strawberry choc. heh choc mint is awesome! and the day before that got some hunky italian guys came over and this crazy other part-timer girl went crazy over them la okay lol! and got one of the guy also dunno why lift up his shirt for no reason to expose his boxers or underwear i dunno. hahaha what a retard.

started giving tuition too! actually not as bad as i thought. i still remember at least 50% of my stuff lol. but still gotta open textbook and refer sometimes hehe.

i think im getting used to my life. or lack-of. whatever. haha. less time for exercise and everything. and skipping meals sometimes. haha i skip meals then my stomach shrink and i can actually see abs :ppp okay under yellow light whatever. no im not succumbing to camwhoring!

ok i gotta help benny find out his uni admissions stuff too. benny is so sweet hehehe! :) but shit nus admissions close this saturday!

bernard failed driving cos of mount kerb. omg i scared happen to me also la!

tmr gonna tuition staff tong leh again at his sch. and work at night 7-11.

and omg kristin kreuk is chun-li! in the upcoming street fighter movie! hahaha hotstuff eh.

could this be out of line
to say you're the only one
breaking me down like this
you're the only one
i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on
so contagiously

logic broke my heart

work work and more work. im working 5 days this week omg. die la lidat. ok beats doing nothing at home i guess. kevin and sebas came to visit me today yay!

pls dont let it happen. sigh im so tired i can barely contain my thoughts. i think sleep deprivation makes me weirder. and i dunno how i keep going.

he lied about death

omgzz. i worked 11pm-7am this morn. and im gonna work another 8 hours later from 3-11pm. what the chicken backside is this! and midnight shift sucks cos im the only part timer around. and there are no cleaners. so everything i bao ga liao. wash dishes, wipe table, sweep mop floor. okay im just tired. i just slept a few hrs but i woke up just like that. and tuition starts tmr and im soo not ready omg.

argh anw yesterday was great cos i hot date with my baby benny hehehehehehe! we had secret agenda :p eggciting! met him straight after the chem eng talk in the morning at nus. omg i must say chem eng guys are really ermmmmmmm ermmmmmmm kool. shat man im gonna have no new friends for the next 4 yrs! went to seb's place in the evening and met alvin and kevin there too! thanks for the gift kev! haha u can have aj guy :p yess finally i understand aj is not anderson junior college omg! went anchorpt with seb for dinner. and rushed home, quick shower n left my house again to rush to airport. walaoeh totally no sleep.

oh ya this morning after i finished work, went over to t1 and met my family there cos we were sending off fangyu to australia. and mum kept dillydallying even after she went in the gate la. walk ard see perfumes and cosmetics while i was dying away haha. and esther is the ultimate la. go and push a random tourist away just cos she was blocking the way. omg ruin singapore image la ok so pissing. its really damn embarrassing to go out with her man.

i gotta leave home in abt an hour. i dont think il ever get used to this. sebas says i have no life!

:( i need some

is it me that makes you sweat

just rewatched CLOSER. sheesh its the emoest show ever. for real. and u know the song title by panic in the disco, 'lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off'? and 'but it's better if you do'? they are actually lines from the movie. a scene in a stripclub. okay!

its a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully and all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it's beautiful because it's what they want to see.

and what does AJ mean? hmm. the weather's weird.

LOVE laozhabor

oh my mamama! this is damn weird and funny. random guy who added me on facebook a few weeks ago and i accepted hahah. and he came to coffee club on tues (my first day at work) and i kinda recognised his face at that time but couldnt be bothered to do or say anything hahaha. i mean seriously, who would?? then nowww, he msg me on facebook. "hi i think i saw u working at tcc at t3 on tuesday" yes he said tcc omg cant even remember properly. ok thats not the pt. then bla bla bla (we chatted quite a bit can u believe it!) then "are u str8?" and im like yup. definitely. 100%. i think u can guess what i was thinking at that time la ok. i was preparing to click go offline hahaha ok no la kidding. then i asked why? "do i look like im not??" and he say "u look very... metro" errrr ok i take that as a compliment thanks. omg then chat some more he say he now in hk represent singapore for dunno wad bowling win gold medal bla bla coming back tmr yes yes okay im so screwed if he is a blog stalker and actually sees this lol. WADD i secretly know who are my blog stalkers okay! i have cameras all over singapore watching u sly ppl!

anyway work was pretty busy today. many many customers and it was full house for awhile. and irritating indian families omg. damn fussy la! what want a smoothie with less ice blended inside what kind of nonsense is that! and order ice coffee then complain that they didnt want cold coffee. wtf? so they wanted hot coffee with ice?! hahaha anyway the other ppl there were quite nice helping out and all. and i missed the last train from tanah merah damit. had to take bus 24 n chg to 155. lucky i caught the last 155 sia.

and we had st wilfred this morning! shane's testimonial match. hahah i scored one ok although it was kind of a miskick but wth. score means score lol. some more i was keeper most of the time dammit. played sas boys against shane's jc class s76. haha got andy the prom king! and shane kena rammed in the balls until his face turn pale lah damn scary. thanks to nicholas haha. and we had lunch at kfc after. real kentucky fried cheeken not kallang food centre! n watched valkyrie. which i dozed thru the first 30 min at least dammit. too tired and the show too boring already. only after the action started then i woke up. ha ha.

sleep dont weep

yeah swimming rocks! i think today i pushed myself a little harder cos now im feeling the ache all over my body haha. anw i always thought its pretty amusing to see other random ppl swim. like today i saw some guy combine freestyle and breaststroke. his hands were doing front crawl and his legs were kicking like a frog and it looks damn spastic. and then there are also those irritating ppl who swim backstroke and cant see where the heck they are going and end up moving diagonally, cutting into everyone's lanes. and got some swim without goggles and close their eyes and always bang into ppl kind. argh ok the list can go on and on. those irritating public swimming pool ppl.

ohyea and it rained heavily in the evening so shuang to sleep! it was orgasmic man hahahah. ok i think the afternoon nap felt more refreshing than my night sleeps. okay thats pretty random.

its wednesday night but no MAMBO for me tonightttttttt.

oh crap i still havent gotten myself a mini notebook.

how quickly he forgets that you exist

first day at work wasnt so bad! but i freakin take 1 hr to travel there! argh pain in the ass. haha lucky today my shift ended at 4. so didnt have the awkwardness of seeing all the ppl who came to send liang sheng off. some more his check in row was like 20m from where i was working.

ok studying the menu was uber tough. its as stressful as studying chemistry la! all the name damn extravagant wan. and got like 5 pages of coffee names and i dont even know the difference in their taste. all i know is muddy mud pie is the bomb! the manager was quite nice also haha. and there were 4 other new part timers there also i think. 2 of them were totally new cos they didnt go for the orientation at white sands. and they were surprised when i said i was 20 haha. they thought i was younger than them omg. anyway not many customers also so quite relakkk. but i think weekends will have alot more. but got hot angmoh heheh. tourists got good and bad wan some more. the angmohs quite friendly, then got some cheena tai tais damn fussy abt everything aiyooo.

and i hate wearing leather shoes! i hope i dont get ingrown toenail again zzzzzzzz yess i can finally swim tmr!

AWESOME.

i have legs and i will run

swee! thanks kevin for getting me tuteee hee heee. starts next week, a maths and chem. ehh maths got new syllabus right oh man i must go study. and i dunno how to use graphic calculator! omg.

just a few hours ago i was online downloading stuff and suddenly my internet connection froze. and i couldnt repair it. i thought my wireless card spoil sia and i was damn sad. hahah then i went for a run and came back and it was working again! yeay! thank God.

anw today i didnt swim. though i woke up at 9 and i could have had enought to go for swim, but i was really tired after breakfast for some reason so i went back to snooze. and woke up past 12. rushed to study finish my statistics and probability then went to meet staff tong leh to teach him. hahah we had tuition at donut fac in novena. its really at a ulu corner, v nice to study! and he treat me coffee and donut some more. buy 1 coffee get 2 donuts free lol ok thats alot of fatty food for one day. and he paid me quite alot too. he say its market rate but im like totally unqualified leh.

today had my 3rd driving lesson in the circuit. yeah so eggciting its like a playground hahah.

OH i start work at coffee club t3 tmr! omg and its soooo weird cos tmr is liang sheng's flight at t3 also. i hope i dont get panic attack!

TAIL WHIP

omg im staring at my a lvl tys now! its so difficult to actually kickstart my brain into actually going back to school mode now. and poker face keeps playing in my head. its addictive! the song i mean. plsss i cant play poker for nuts. i always get pwned at indian poker and bluff too damit.

but you wouldnt know honesty
if it knocked at your door

ahhha its one week to valentines! and i gotta attend some nus engin talk on that day too haha goodness. not that i have any plans anyway. maybe i should like start an auction: highest bidder gets a date with flabbylebby! okay i think ppl will just bid negative value lol. aiya damit ive never had much luck at love and relationships anyway! why ah i dont understand. i mean i guess i look decent enough, even if i dont have the perfect body and i wear weird clothes whatever but at least better than the average singapore crowd rightt. haha i feel like blogging about the first one. but then again, maybe not :p heeheehaaha i used to dream of marrying some girl from my kindergarten class last time!

i feel like going night cycling leh! its so windy nowww.

ok enough of random blogging la i think i was too stressed from maths tys. we went for the zoo run yesterday! rong's dad drove us there. on the way, i the clouds looked really threatening mann. i did a quick but sincere prayer for gd weather! and when we turned into mandai rd, there was a freakin long queue of cars and taxis! haha then someone suggested alighting and walking in. LUCKY WE DIDNT. cos after moving abit further, there was a sign "ZOO 1.5km AHEAD". whoopee! and the toilet queue was damn long and me and sebas needed to change into our running attire so we thought heck, just go carpark and hide behind one of the cars like its ours. and we joined the last wave of runners (more like walkers). rong and kevin kept chasing canoeing guy at the start. haha they were like zigzagging thru the crowd. then finally when the crowd spaced out, i went ahead with sebas. we cruised the first loop in the night safari at a comfortable pace. then after entering the zoo we really picked up. haha and i ran with my camera in hand! maggi mee aunty!! haha after the run got some random indian guy ask sebas take photo with him! and me and kev were inside the photo also dammit i dont wanna appear on some gay indian porn website! we got free milo from milo truck too! just like last time sec sch cross country lidat heehee. but the milo used to be alot thicker and sweeter last time haha i think nowadays ppl too health conscious already. or maybe milo company is just cutting costs by using less ingredients haha. camwhored with newater. rong became the camerawoman for the 3 male models. walao sebas said the advert must have one male and one female, and i just knew she was gonna ask me to be the female. i just knew it!

we cabbed to holland for dinner. kevin called cab cos the queue was too freakin long. and they registered his name as mr kelvin haha. i was quite hungry after the run surprisingly. i think i chionged harder than my usual evening run? cos after dinner i went to malcolm's house for liangsheng's farewell and i was looking for food again haha. but the food there was really jialat only one got some spring rolls and goreng pisang lol. all finger food. and some more after the farewell i went to chomp chomp with beho and shawn, and met benny there too. and we ate some more! okay the tau huey there is uber delicious no joke! got many different flavours one. i like the chocolate and mango one! slurpppp. and rojak was nice too. beho sent us home!

and sebas and kevin keeps talking in codes what FTF and FWB and ZP! okay i have my own ok BS for backside hahah. no la its benny see hehe!

omg i nearly ruined the surprise khairul and herngliang planned for liangsheng. when i reached the lift lobby, they came at the same time! then arthur made up some cock story that i was there to visit fawn cos she stays on the 10th floor of the same block. (malcolm stayed on 4th floor) hahah damn funny la and herng liang kept winking at me but it took me at least half a minute to understand what they were saying.

arif was there also! and everyone there kept asking him retarded questions like "eh ur house in india isit like here in singapore?" and he replies "ya it has a door and 4 walls, same same"

and mitchell, sheng en and some other church ppl were at the farewell also. but cos there were a few different cliques there, like 4sa, jc, churchies. then i didnt even go over and talk with the churchies. its damn weird how im not close to my churchies even after attending the same church for 20 years. i mean like comparing to other ppl i know who are really tight with their cell or whatsoever. okayyy maybe im just not putting in enough effort.

kept spying jambu the cheoboo on facebook last night! and JT the mysteryyyy. hehe facebook is fun again!

but i must go back to maths.

normal distributionsss

shattt i cant find my jc c maths notes and tys!!

but i can find this:

how do u spell an ass? B-E-H-O

omg beho is the ultimate cheapo! haha i really must blog this before i sleep. just now we went chomp chomp for supper. and the sugar cane auntie walked over to our table with 2 uber huge glasses of sugarcane juice and asked if we ordered them. but we didnt. then she wanted to confirm so she asked again.. and she said "huan qian liao" (she collected the money already). OMG beho's eyes instantly glistened hahahahha! ok lots more to blog! tmr! nice run today rong seb and kev! shatttttttt NP is gonna haunt me for life dammit!! bennnnnnyyyyy whyyyyyyyyy

long my island ass tea

omggggtheeiressss i still can taste alcohol in my mouth and my stomach STILL feels queasy! shitsss man. hahaha they bought so much drinks and me and arthur didnt even use our free drink coupons la! ewww ok i made a big stain on my shirt hahah its damn embarrassing damit. and i forgot to off my call diverts on my handphone. so if i dont answer my calls it will divert to my house. and when i knew i was gonna puke i went outside myself and i think arthur tried to find me so he called my phone. and omgzzz cos of stupid phone reception problem (or maybe i was too gone) it went to my house!! and my father called back arthur. hahahaha GG ok then he go and say what im damn high or what shit and my dad asked him to take care of me. OMGGGG. anyway damn it was an uber bad experience. walao if i didnt drink so much im sure it would have been fun dammit! liang sheng joked about calling the hotline. and joel tan was there hahahaha! what a surprise. gerald wore a tight fit shirt to show everyone his 7 month pregnant tummy. and kumaresh kept going "handsome ah handsome" everytime he took out his camera and started snapping away.

OK coffee club has finally contacted me. CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 3 someone kill me pls!! but sheng yang say his microsoft there got vacancy and it pays gd too! but need to work till end of march leh but im flying off on the 27th. argh hope i can get that job anyway.

watched defiance with arthur today. nicenice! and i nearly bought the ninja turtle/lbv bag lol! haha lucky i didnt.

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carnal knowledge

Oh, stop crying like that love
Don't wipe away that smile
I can kiss away a tear but not a flood

Smash all your mirrors
I promise you, they lie
Could you see what I see
If your eyes were mine?

Next time you need me click your heels
To be in my arms
There's no place like home
There's nowhere

okk i was pretty bummed that coffee club didnt call me back. hopefully they're still sorting things out? shit i really hope its not ckja. ok i went for the orientation on sunday night and it ended pretty late around 10 plus, so they said they will sort out which outlets we are gonna get posted to and the respective outlets will call us on monday to confirm n stuff. but no, no calls yet whatsoever dammit. anyway the orientation went pretty well. and i received the uniform and apron, name tag and cashier card some more already so i thought it means im in! hahaha the uniform is mandarin collar! yay me and benny like :) and at first everyone didnt know how to wear the apron and we looked damn cock! including me! and at the end of the orientation, they gave us a few dishes to sample. started with caesar salad, which came in an edible cheese basket! then garlic prawn pasta which was damn niceee and the prawns are really like the crunchy kind if you know what i mean. not a second overcooked. but it gave me garlic breath after haha! then there was another pasta dish, i forgot what it was called but it was some chicken thing with penne. then there was crepe champignon! the besttttt ok its cheesey crepe with mushrooms inside. but shit i was hoping they will give us muddy mud pie hahaha i remember eating it once before and its heavenly! and wasabi prawn salad is good too i rmb. yeahh they kinda tried to psycho us into believeing its the best coffee company blabla cos its the first coffee chain that opened in singapore, before starbucks n coffee bean. guess where the first outlet opened! and one of the part timers there looks like fiona xie omg!

oh yeah i remember joel tan's 21st bday party surprise on saturday! met benny n shawn to get his present. omg 21st birthdays are gonna make me broke seriously. then benny left and me and shawn reached the condo on time, but realised we were one of the first few to arrive! haha everyone else was late and joel's mum was panicking cos it was supposed to be a surprise party but everyone else surprised her instead by arriving late lol. ok in the end there were his church friends, sas boys and ruggers, sa council friends. gen was there haha. jambu! oh ya ARIF AND VIKNESH the VIBRATOR was there too omg!! viknesh looked like some indian punk gangster la damn funny! complete with baggy jeans and flashy beltbuckle and super gelled and slicked back hair. ARIF was the star of the night la cos everything that came out his mouth sounded damn funny! like when they cut the ice cream cake and served everyone, he went "this one ben n jerry ah?" in his retarded accent. and he keeps wanting to take photo with everyone hahaha! ruggers threw joel into the pool. shared a cab with khairul n malcolm home. alighted at khairul's place and followed him to macs cos he was still damn hungry haha. we talked about how things used to be. and his dislike for local girls hahaha. and how army reduces our social life to zero while the girls move onnnn as they enter uni.

today.. I CUT MY HAIR! at some nice looking hair salon in geylang. the hairdresser knew straightaway i was a swimmer la. i think my hair got too much chemicals in it already. oh ya and i found out randomly that there is a bubble tea shop nearby there called cold rock! LOL and the logo is almost the same as cold rock ice creamery one.

im soo into movies now! finished watching juno this morning. i think its nice, like in the same way as nick & norah's infinite playlist. very indie i like! probably same director? even got same actor some more. haha the juno girl is quite cute :p

gossip girl ep 17! seems like its season finale leh :(