Friday, June 02, 2017

Lost in these carouseling thoughts

No doubt the routines are what keep me going. Without them I'd probably have lost my mind. Back to binge eating episodes and spiralling into depression perhaps? I'd like to think I'm stronger than that now. But then the only thing I've proven is that all the effort I've put in to strengthen my body, my mind, my will, all count for nothing. Is it time to let myself go? Maybe I deserve that. Maybe that's the only thing I deserve.


I'm nothing.

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