PANIC ATTACK

TPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTPTP omgomgomgomgomg

and it's high speed

i resumed work today. not bad i already got a positive feedback form from customer! they wrote something like "caleb is a good waiter. his chinese is exceptional and he understands all the promotions well" LOL MY CHINESE OMG. cos they asked me explain the uob card promotions to them in chinese. i think they ask for fun wan lor their english all so good some more walaoeh. cos coffee club gave us this badge to wear that says 'wo hui jiang hua yu'. anw lots of new part timers. i think a few of the old ones quit also already cos poly has started. and muthu is damn funny. he asked me my london trip cost how much and accomodation how much and food how much etc. i asked him if he wanna go and he said yessss lol. he say if his application to be a singapore permanent resident is successful then he can go. cos now he india citizen very hard to get visa to go lol. funny sia muthu. and one of the new part timers spilt hot coffee on a baby oh noooo. everyone panic. i think the managers must write report or smth.

and the ahem sean came today just before i dismissed from work walao. abit irritating already la keep trying to flirt omg. "hey do u need a ride home? i can give u more than a ride." wtffffffff. ultimate pickup line of the century. right. then just now when i reach home he sms me hey handsome can i date u. shit lah ok give me a break.

and i thought esther was getting better. guess i spoke too soon. when i came home at 12 plus just now, she was just stoning in front of her computer. really just staring at a blank screen la. with her dinner in a bowl beside her untouched. and still not showered. and she went to sleep without bathing. my elder sis said she didnt bathe last night either. that means 3 days without shower already omg right.

heh i finished watching be kind rewind already its damn frickin funny! and gossip girl is eggcite! i think jenny and chuck are gonna bang bang soon man hahahah!

feels like shit

help i think i kena food poisoning! and no i have not eaten indian rojak recently and i have not visited geylang serai hawker centre. wasted the whole of today doing nothing. sleep, run to toilet, sleep, run to toilet, repeat 5 times at least. had to cancel tuition class and driving lesson. argh!

medical exam at nus tmr. hope im well enough by then.. and tmr is free cone day haha who wanna queue with me :p ive never gotten free cone before! and if ive recovered by then heheh. shit la im still procrastinating calling coffee club. and blogging bout uk trip. haha so many stuff. and im gonna start baking again soon!

i can make you feel it

The sky is black and grey
These days keep on getting longer
You don't seem to play
Around my sandbox anymore

Kiss me at the gate
Like none of this had ever happened
We make believe today
But soon we will be back to normal

If you made up your mind
Would I still stand here in denial
So I have made a choice
To stand right here and watch you go

Kiss me at the gate
Like none of this had ever happened
We make believe today
But soon we will back to normal

bye everyone im gonna be flying off tmr morning! sigh im gonna miss u all ok!! my flight is 1255 at t3. helooo yay we're taking the a380!

alright lotsa stuff happened this week too il try my best to remember haha. dammit nowadays my blog is damn outdated!

ok last entry was a week ago. alright over the weekend i met benny to watch FANBOYS heheheh! got hot girl and dorky guys. omg damn funny the imitation of yoda! and when they pulled up into a macdonalds drive-thru in stormtrooper costumes!

went running with sebas in the morning too! yay finally!

met kevin n sebas for dinner on mon night. supposed to have tuition but kena played out by my student! lol i waited half an hour for her some more. went to yong tau foo place with the fattyboys despite sebas' craving for kfc (Kevin & Fat Caleb). then went cold storage.

met arthur during the week also. walked around looking for stuff like pullovers and track pants. but ended up watching pall blart mall cop and eating gelare waffles too hahahahah! yummmm. and mall cop is freakin funny!

brought esther out today too. most of it went alright. ok i shall leave out the rest.

anyway im really excited bout tmr!!!!!!!! but sad at the same time :((((((((( so yes to rong peiyu and kevin, ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS! sebas, dont stress out over school stuff and have a kfc soon :p and BENNY i wont be seeing u for damn long sooo all the best for taiwan and pls dont do anything stupid in camp or overseas alright hahaha! u havent told me what u wanna do for ian!

alright il be back soon! 14 april 6pm i think. hopefully in one (not bigger) piece lol!

PLANS

oh my i havent blogged in ages! and the rain outside is really niceeee. shit why isit that when i just finished typing this it suddenly lessened to a drizzle. arghh haha anw its damn shuang to sleep now. and i just cooked pasta for esther and myself hahaha great success! and actually i spent the whole of yesterday at home alone with esther.

cg tmr is postponed. argh and i cancelled the hotel job thingy again 2nd time. and for nothing. aiya nvm then i can meet benny one last time before i fly off to london. yess im flying on the 27th, next fri! and sebas says we're running tmr morning haha finally! i think i lost all my momentum already sia. shit why i keep talking like a mat nowadays siAaaaa. must be cos of everyone talking like that at work hahaha. OH i made my first drink on wed! haha siti taught me how to make a latte. ok no big deal i guess but hopefully i can make more drinks later today at work! hmm but then again probably cannot cos fri nights are busy. morning shifts are the best la haha! always nothing to do. and jeremy will always have like those gonna expire stocks then he will let us try food. heheh! i tried a mushroom & parmesan baked rice this week. and i think last week i tried the oreo cheesecake which ermmm wasnt very nice actually ahha. and everyone keeps waiting for the muffins to expire but it has like unlimited expiry dates haha damn retarded.

didnt give tuition this week also cos it was sch hols. so yay quite enjoyed this week. but some unfulfilled plans.

oh yes i met bernard, staff peh and terrence and some other ex trainees at airport on wed after work too. cos they were flying off to germany.

finished my last driving lesson too. at the end of the lesson i told him i was going for holiday then he said i could come back just wait for test date sia! eggciting!

today will be better, i swear!

im feeling perpetually tired the past few days. suckyyy. haha i think my eyebags are comparable to rong's.

benny's total damage last night was $650! hahaha he said he must hide the receipt from his mum if not total damage will become physical LOLLLLLLLLLLL joke of the year!! yay he got his new touch screen display camera! i think we both are touchy touchy guys heheh cos we love touch screen devices yay and we love to touch each other (not)!

esther was supposed to go down to republic poly by this week to enrol for her course. something like confirm her place. and she kept procrastinating until the last day which was yesterday, and she then she suddenly throw stun at everyone by saying she didnt want to enrol cos she wanted to retake o lvls. mum called pastor down to counsel her yesterday but i dunno what happened cos i wasnt around. yes and they finally made it to rp just before enrolment closed. and some more a few days ago when i was having my 30 min break during my work at t3, she suddenly call me and said "kor where are you? are you with mummy? tell her im moving out." at first i didnt get it. i thought she meant moving out of the house to meet someone somewhere or what. but no, she meant moving out like to stay at another place! dunno whats with her lah. cheesebye last night i even had to wait till 4am for the shower cos of her la. and i reached home at 1am. can u imagine??! waiting 3 hours wtf. after a frickin long day. damn frickin pissed.

shit lah why does my life suck so much.

oh yes mum told me that at the poly registration yesterday, esther delibrately changed her religion from CHRISTIANITY to NIL in front of her face. and submitted.

school days are the best seriously.

sigh ok i shall bitch about the outlet manager assholeeeeeee. frickin gave us 1 day notice that the next day we had to go down for photo taking. i thought what thing sia so impt must everyone go down. some more he said its from 5pm-7pm. 2 hours take what photo so long sia! and HE THREATEN US IF WE DONT TURN UP WE WILL GET FIRED. what a cheesebye i think we can go complain to ministry of manpower. then on the actual day guess what. we each individually just stand against the wall and hold up a a4 paper with our name on it and took photo. like prisoner photo like that. and thats it. omggg and i cancelled my banquet $7 per hour job that evening just for this shit?!?!

choose life

FANBOYS - uber nerds queuing up for a taste of george lucas' table scrap!

me and benny are SOOO gonna watch this show when it comes out :))))))))))))))

ok i havent blogged in really long. cos i dont spend much time on my comp as i used to. and since i got my new phone, everytime i come to the comp i will usually be organising stuff like contact information n calendars n uploading music n vids to my phone n stuff. but i love my phoneeeee!! hehe firstly the screen is huge and it has an 8gb sd card inside so i actually uploaded movies to watch on it! and the speakers are damn good. like my laptop speakers! and gps works too haha i tried searching happpy avenue and random places on it.

hmm yess met benny on saturday to watch watchmen! omg i looove it. except blue man's dangling ahem thingy. (hahaha blue balls!) shiettt i think its the best show so far this year! oh and we had dinner at azabu sabo again hahaha and the waitresses there are dressed damn weirdly. we both kept giving each other the weird look when someone came to serve us. and had strawberry syrup ice cream thingy for dessert damn nice! haha very long never indulge in dessert already. and i finally went for cg. err my cg suddenly expand until damn big la i think got 20+ ppl now. anna was there too and i think she dresses very differently nowadays. with ultra heavy makeup haha eww. and all the guys keep calling me mr ord lol! i guess all the guys there are envious of me :p

met mum at raffles city on fri to apply for credit card too. yay it just arrived today! loly can online shopping already. damn! and ate at the soup spoon omg i love it!

hmm what else what elseeee. oh yes peiyu's syc recital BIRTH and DEATH (sheng si) hahahaha! at the esplanade! heehee finally all her hard work paid off with a great performance! went there with sebas kevin alvin reo and his elder sis! haha we sat at the last row and there was this part during the concert when peiyu had to stand and sing from just behind us! and we watched barbarella and spied facebook while waiting for peiyu (aka stage manager) to lock up the place after the performance. went xin wang for supper, then headed home. yes and lots of camwhoring included! yay i have many new contact photos for my phone book :p

met seb n kev last night again after my work. supposed to meet after 9 after my tuition but tuition got cancelled cos fazreena came to work late and i couldnt leave until she came. so i was late for tuition class. so cancelled. yup had thai expresssss yay green laksa damn nice and damn spicy! and the 2 of them were soooo spying some guy in striped shirt lah ok. im so out of the loop with their abbreviations and codenames lah.

and sean invited me to his 21st birthday this thurs! but i cannot go anyway cos i got new 2nd job heheh. at some hotel. no not male gigolo!

oh yessssss yesterday at coffee club!!! omg service audit!!!!! GG!!!! the audit team came and i thought they were ordinary customers! all the way until after they left and my manager said "if we score 80% or more for this audit then i branja u dinner hehe" and im like "errr what audit?" then she told me about what just happened omgg. i think i just screwed it upside down hahahaha. if can pass good already. ahhhh shit and tmr got service training im sooo dead.

ok my schedule for the rest of the week:
tmr service training 3-5 then tuition 7-9.
thurs work at cc 12-4 then hotel 6-11.
fri cc 10-6.
sat IT fair!

HAUTE DOG

omg im traumatized. hhaha no la kidding. but today and yesterday was damn gay serious. yesterday psycho man came and chatted me up after i ended my shift at coffee club. omggg thank goodness i had tuition to rush of to. and today.. ok la today was fun haha! went out with cc friends to watch slumdog at tampines mall. haha im becoming more and more of a east-sider already. anyway kinda invited me to go along so they can keep teasing me bout sean la lol. yeah he was there also. and no nothing ahem happened alright! they just kept saying stuff with suggestive meanings lol! and the girls keep trying to make sean jealous by putting their arms around me and stuff. omg damn embarrassing okayyyy! syaimaa kept thinking i was really frightened by all their teasing and stuff haha. and farhana kept laughing at my ic photo dammit. no wait actually everyone laughed. haha! okay i really gotta sleep now! i even dozed off for like 5 min in the cinema lol.

bom

roti bom!! u know the prata with condensed milk inside called roti bom! damn niceeee. ok no seriously bom stands for bastard operations manager. what an asssssssss. is that what they do all day seriously? going around picking at teeny weeny things just to make themselves feel powerful. i bet the scar on his upper lip is caused when his wife bit him cos he was too ugly and tried to kiss her lahhhhhh. okay shit i can be damn ass sometimes lol! walao he standing from so far away then say he was observing me never open menu for customer and all the bullshit when i did everything correctly! then randomly call for training sessions out of the blue walao dammit tmr must go back again!! arghhh.

i really dunno how esther is gonna survive her poly life. no i correct myself. i dunno how she is even gonna survive her first day in school. serious. apparently she went bonkers last night after everyone went to bed and started cutting her own hair and today she has no fringe! (kinda reminds me of britney spears shaving her head when she went mental that time) anywayyyys, on sunday we went for photoshoot. and they were really professional. i think better than the previous photoshoot. and they made all the images look damn attractive by displaying it on an imac hahaha! then try to sell us bundle package of a few thousand dollars omg. anyway as i expected, esther made a scene again. duhhh. when we were selecting the photos, she kept insisting on her own way and then she bang table bang computer when she couldnt get what she want. omggzz i swear shes such an embarrassment. i mean can u even imagine a 16 yr old behaving like that! then she even fought with the service assistant over the computer mouse just to select the photo she wanted. gg.

i won't make you

I'm under attack again my dear, I'm in the way
Got no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to say
And still if I yell at the top of my lungs will it be the same?
I'd fly you a flag, I'd bury this pen into my veins

yess saturdays with benny! he is a sick perv lol. dreaming of f___?!?! but he says its not a wd lol. too bad he doesnt wanna tell me what it is! omg and so exciting we played 3 full hours of l4d!!! damn fun siaaa cos got 6 ppl playing. omgxzxzxz im trigger happy! and went for selegie tau huey with beho and shawn tan too. hahaha booby trap :p beho is flying off to taiwan tmr! good luck man. now the weather there is cold and wet. shit man brings back bad memories of shivering in the back of the tonner.

watchmen will be out next week!

and didnt go for marathon training on sat AGAIN! hahaha too slack. cos sebas was mahjonging the night before till 5am hahah.

oh and on sat i saw my coffee club manager in town. but apparently she was supposed to be on mc that day ahha! WAA!

ANDDDDDD I FINALLY ORDERED MY NEW PHONE NIGGAS!!! its arriving this wed! whooo! tmr im gonna go to the hello! shop at parkway after work before tuition to upgrade my sim card to 3g. yess working tmr 10-4 omg i should soo sleep now. gd nite!

yum yum rong's chewy candy!

like i do

fbnbcb!!! i almost died waiting for my turn to shower. esther took 2 hrs in the shower again. and i only managed to shower at 3am. okay i resisted the urge to open the floodgates of all the nasty words waiting to come out from my mouth. i just said "dont argue ok. go sleep early."

was out with my family the whole night. after work i was supposed to go for photoshoot but they postponed it. so went town to meet my 2 sisters. i was kinda sianned at the thought of having to walk around with esther okay. but i decided i had nothing better to do at home so why not. while mum and dad were attending some talk in orchard. so walked round taka and wisma with sisters. and i had modanyaki for dinner yay! haha secretly craving it for months already :p and grace bought venezia ice cream biscotti flavour! oh i went inside the nokia store at wisma too and played around with the 5800. i really like itxzxzxz!~ $798 without contract omgzz! walao i was damn disappointed i couldnt wear the striped tshirt lehhh. i was soo looking forward to stripessss haha. sisters bought alot of clothes. and i bought nothing. haha i think i usually only end up buying stuff when im out with benny! after dad and mum finished, we went to send grace to somewhere in bedok to her friend's place. then dad had craving for hong kong cafe hahaha so we went to the siglap one. and we ordered and shared pork chop, thick peanut butter toast, red bean paste w icecream, mango ice thingy and OMG peanut butter ice-blend lol! the pnut butter iceblend is a really unique taste man! but nice haha. but i guess its loaded with fatssss. okay la rare treat :p i love the red bean paste thing too. but my throat felt damn dry after all the peanut butter stuff we ate. even now. crazy sia we eat so much.

oh and i saw a new coffee club outlet opening outside wheelock! where coffee bean used to be. hahaha maybe they will need new staff there tooooo!

rong came to visit today! yay be kind rewind! good thing today was slack day. and i saw terence cao filming at airport hahaha. he was sitting on a trolley being pushed around. what a retard. and syaimaa, the same coffeeclub girl who keeps asking me whether im straight, keeps trying to matchmake me with every single girl la. hahaha and they were rating guys asses today. and naadira said i prolly have no girlfriend cos i always seem uninterested in anyone and everyone hahahaha. really that jialat ah! and both of them kept scaring me about typhoid jabs la shit im damn freaked out now. they say after jab cannot move the hand and its more painful than bcg. (jhaha i didnt take bcg injection when pri 6 cos i cried! wussss) and today got kids performing just beside the coffeeclub. i cant live withouttcheww. haha barney instincts. had food tasting today too. omg the new food is ermmm okay some good and some totally weird. like caramelised onions on puff pastry. hahahah what the! but bread with avocado spread is good! and jalapenos with stuffed cheese and bacon omg! farhana gave me half a passion fruit to eat too! haha can u believe it its the first time i ate passion fruit! she says its an aphrodisiac.

and driving instructor said im GOODszzxzxzxz yeaahhh. ok its not gonna get over my head!

good night. and I LOVE MY FRIENDS YAY!

puss see

haha dont think im vulgar cos of my post title! its benny future daughter's name hahahahahahahahhahaha!! just like ben er's son is gonna be called f___. hahah ok old joke :p

i can sleep forever these days
'cause in my dreams i see you again

worked from 10-3 today. sorry rong! haha today at work was really fun though! cos it was practically empty throughout the whole time i was there! and we just kept talking cock most of the time with the kitchen crew and cooks hahaha. cos the managers disappeared for a super long break and the supervisor also damn slack one so she join us in talk cock session. omggzzz they keep making fun of muthu the cleaner in front of him hahah! but he's nice la. just that they were saying what he flashed his hairy chest once last time hahahahaha funnyyy! and this other barrista keeps thinking im gonna have affair with my tuition student la! which is sooooo not gonna happen pls im very professional okay! and got another girl say she wouldnt trust her daughter, if she had one, with a 20 yr old just finished ns awaiting uni guy for tuition la. hahaha she say ppl like me are the most dangerous and pervertic guys cos in army too long no girls then come out now prey on small girls walao! went home with jeremy after work. he is actually a shatec student attached to coffee club for internship or smth. which is quite pointless considering we dont actually cook stuff hahahaha so he only learn how to press buttons on ovens. but he got a second job outside and he invited me to join him. and its better pay than cc but its more busy work la. some kitchen helper in a hotel thingy. sounds fun maybe if i can get ppl like shawn tan to join me heheh. and my manager siao one leh. she pregnant woman but still drink coffee everyday! gg to her baby already la lidat.

oh ya and yesterday driving lesson was fun fun! instructor brought me to drive all the way to tampines simei there! shiokkk im looking forward to more tmr! and jeremy says tmr we're finally gonna be able to taste the new food. and got some family photo shoot again at night. aiya i think its quite retarded actually. take photo free then sure they will sell some bundle package in the end then spend a few hundred bucks again. and i think esther is gonna make a scene again tmr la omg. and anyone wanna go zoukkkk! got nokia phone launch event there tmr can get phone for 58 cents if ur lucky haha! and what wear stripes got free entry to zouk! shit lah sure damn packed. i just want the phone!

the unhappy ending

!!! esther just spent freakin more than 2 hours in the toilet for who-knows-what! seriously. is she mental or is she mental? i reached home at around 1030 today. and she was already in the shower. and i only finally got to shower at 1230. what in the world?! and yesterday even worse okay. she apparently lost her atm card (those posb ones with just numbers on it and no name). THEN SHE WENT TO STEAL MY MUM'S ATM CARD FROM HER WALLET IN HER HANDBAG AND CLAIMS IT IS HERS OMGG! that is really a sign of mental illness i swear. and it got so bad that my mum and dad drove her to the nearest atm just outside our house to test the card with her pin number. and true enough it was my mum's one. BUT SHE STILL INSISTS ITS HERS. GONE. CRANKY.

sigh i think im a really crappy tuition teacher btw. shit lah i really must buck up. and my student last min pangseh me yesterday la. after i left airport at 5 yesterday i killed time till 6 and reached her place at 630. and took out my phone just to see an sms saying she couldnt make it. so changed to today. and tmr's lesson is cancelled as well.

and today was supposed to be my day off la. then the coffee club go and call everyone back for some stupid food training. and the food didnt even arrive lor. waste our time go there sia. and the worst part is last night the sean messaged me "hi darling are u asleep? or still mapling?" ewwww. i realllyy hope he sent it to wrong person okay. firstly cos i dont maple. and secondly cos i dont wanna darling with him lol. shit lah and today i got the weirdest sms from one of the cc colleagues. "caleb are u straight? just want to know cos someone really likes u la" shittt what have i done. truth is, last christmas i gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away. haha dunno why this song suddenly came to my mind.

oh ya! and yesterday during driving lesson! we were doing test routes halfway then my instructor needed to go pee pee. so he ask me stop at the side for a few min. NO HE DIDNT PEE IN THE BUSHES LOL. but after he came back and we drove around some more, we saw 2 cars smashed up in the middle of a junction. then he say "lucky i go pee just now, if not we could have been the ones kena bang" LOL.

and ive been wanting to say how hilarious this is so many times but i keep forgetting to blog about this. there are really ALOT of ppl who use the airport luggage weighing scale to weigh themselves! omg young man bangla man old aunty hot lady ALL KINDS OF PPL! then got some get on and get off then giggle to themselves. then got some shy shy after see their weight already then go hide one corner. AHHAHAH now u know how i kill time at coffee club!

life: the ultimate work of art

just watched vicky cristina barcelona! "maria elena used to say that only unfulfilled love can be romantic". anyhows i think its a pretty nice show. got plus points cos of scarlett johansson haha.

church today and i struggled to stay awake but i managed! so weird cos pastor was just talking about how we as we move towards "open-mindedness". and he was talking bout sexual immorality like incest and stuff. and i was just watching a show which made it seem like having a 3 way relationship is okay! ok thats quite a big spoiler for the show haha.

andddd benny came to visit me at coffee club! haha! he thought i was working at tcc then he went there to look for me but found some hot waitress instead lolll! then he stayed there for 30min just looking at her. hahahaha he say i should work there also la better than coffee club with all the minah only. which reminds me, omg the coffee club keep making fun of me la! hahah err jeremy, the cook thought i was just finish sec sch. and the girls all keep secretly giggling and asking me whether im straight omggggg. yeah especially so the day after benny came to visit me. cos we were actually gonna take mrt home together but i told them i was gonna go out with my friend (benny). "girlfriend?" "no, boyfriend. haha. no i dont mean that i mean GUY friend ok!" what the shit man! and me and benny RAN to the train station and made it just in time. took to tiong bahru and met sebas cos we wanted to l4d. but the lan shop full house! hahaha damn funny inside the lan shop got a notice saying "if you suspect you are addicted to gaming and need help please contact institute of mental health website: imh.gov.sg" or something like that. serious!

and peiyu came yesterday too! hahaha yay! she say the manager is a bung. hahah dammit i should have gone tcc!

missed east coast running with sebas again this week. cos i overslept. arghhh shit! but i went self training today, 10km. okay not very long but ya. and i was cruising at a very comfortable pace. shit i think my legs are hurting from wearing the stupid high heel leather shoes too much.

anyway yay uni recess week we must meet up more! i got my work schedule already and i got no night shifts this week! okay working mon wed thur and fri only!

ok crap i gotta sleep now got driving lesson tmr morn!

black mamba

just now when i went for my night run. i was cooling down and doing some stretching when i saw this indian guy walking towards me. omg i totally freaked out ok it was damn scary. cos he was really walking TOWARDS me! i quickly walk away as fast as i can lol. and i heard him say something as i walked past him but i dunno wad. omg scarrryyyy!

and i finally weighed myself! damn long nv weigh already. 55.9! omg i think im losing muscle mass thats bad! okay no wonder ive been feeling more tired than usual lately. i must stop this!

watched kill bill vol 1 and 2 today! awesome man!

maybe if you'd slow down for me

ok im finally blogging. too tired the last few days to do so. and finally today is my off day! no work, no tuition, no driving. oh yeah my instructor FINALLY booked my test date for me walao. 30 april leh still got lonngggg longgg way and its after i come back from london what the shit i hope i dont forget how to park.

ok i shall write about some experiences at coffee club haha. yesterday delia hoo my childhood crush came to coffee club! oh my mama! dont think she recognised me though. omg still damn hot! drooool. ok la yesterday was a pretty slack day as well. not many customers. got some times the shop was totally empty some more. and i finally got to try some of the drinks. the barrista had some leftover and gave me and haikal to try some. toffee nut, or-mango, choc mint and strawberry choc. heh choc mint is awesome! and the day before that got some hunky italian guys came over and this crazy other part-timer girl went crazy over them la okay lol! and got one of the guy also dunno why lift up his shirt for no reason to expose his boxers or underwear i dunno. hahaha what a retard.

started giving tuition too! actually not as bad as i thought. i still remember at least 50% of my stuff lol. but still gotta open textbook and refer sometimes hehe.

i think im getting used to my life. or lack-of. whatever. haha. less time for exercise and everything. and skipping meals sometimes. haha i skip meals then my stomach shrink and i can actually see abs :ppp okay under yellow light whatever. no im not succumbing to camwhoring!

ok i gotta help benny find out his uni admissions stuff too. benny is so sweet hehehe! :) but shit nus admissions close this saturday!

bernard failed driving cos of mount kerb. omg i scared happen to me also la!

tmr gonna tuition staff tong leh again at his sch. and work at night 7-11.

and omg kristin kreuk is chun-li! in the upcoming street fighter movie! hahaha hotstuff eh.

could this be out of line
to say you're the only one
breaking me down like this
you're the only one
i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on
so contagiously

logic broke my heart

work work and more work. im working 5 days this week omg. die la lidat. ok beats doing nothing at home i guess. kevin and sebas came to visit me today yay!

pls dont let it happen. sigh im so tired i can barely contain my thoughts. i think sleep deprivation makes me weirder. and i dunno how i keep going.

he lied about death

omgzz. i worked 11pm-7am this morn. and im gonna work another 8 hours later from 3-11pm. what the chicken backside is this! and midnight shift sucks cos im the only part timer around. and there are no cleaners. so everything i bao ga liao. wash dishes, wipe table, sweep mop floor. okay im just tired. i just slept a few hrs but i woke up just like that. and tuition starts tmr and im soo not ready omg.

argh anw yesterday was great cos i hot date with my baby benny hehehehehehe! we had secret agenda :p eggciting! met him straight after the chem eng talk in the morning at nus. omg i must say chem eng guys are really ermmmmmmm ermmmmmmm kool. shat man im gonna have no new friends for the next 4 yrs! went to seb's place in the evening and met alvin and kevin there too! thanks for the gift kev! haha u can have aj guy :p yess finally i understand aj is not anderson junior college omg! went anchorpt with seb for dinner. and rushed home, quick shower n left my house again to rush to airport. walaoeh totally no sleep.

oh ya this morning after i finished work, went over to t1 and met my family there cos we were sending off fangyu to australia. and mum kept dillydallying even after she went in the gate la. walk ard see perfumes and cosmetics while i was dying away haha. and esther is the ultimate la. go and push a random tourist away just cos she was blocking the way. omg ruin singapore image la ok so pissing. its really damn embarrassing to go out with her man.

i gotta leave home in abt an hour. i dont think il ever get used to this. sebas says i have no life!

:( i need some

is it me that makes you sweat

just rewatched CLOSER. sheesh its the emoest show ever. for real. and u know the song title by panic in the disco, 'lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off'? and 'but it's better if you do'? they are actually lines from the movie. a scene in a stripclub. okay!

its a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully and all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it's beautiful because it's what they want to see.

and what does AJ mean? hmm. the weather's weird.

LOVE laozhabor

oh my mamama! this is damn weird and funny. random guy who added me on facebook a few weeks ago and i accepted hahah. and he came to coffee club on tues (my first day at work) and i kinda recognised his face at that time but couldnt be bothered to do or say anything hahaha. i mean seriously, who would?? then nowww, he msg me on facebook. "hi i think i saw u working at tcc at t3 on tuesday" yes he said tcc omg cant even remember properly. ok thats not the pt. then bla bla bla (we chatted quite a bit can u believe it!) then "are u str8?" and im like yup. definitely. 100%. i think u can guess what i was thinking at that time la ok. i was preparing to click go offline hahaha ok no la kidding. then i asked why? "do i look like im not??" and he say "u look very... metro" errrr ok i take that as a compliment thanks. omg then chat some more he say he now in hk represent singapore for dunno wad bowling win gold medal bla bla coming back tmr yes yes okay im so screwed if he is a blog stalker and actually sees this lol. WADD i secretly know who are my blog stalkers okay! i have cameras all over singapore watching u sly ppl!

anyway work was pretty busy today. many many customers and it was full house for awhile. and irritating indian families omg. damn fussy la! what want a smoothie with less ice blended inside what kind of nonsense is that! and order ice coffee then complain that they didnt want cold coffee. wtf? so they wanted hot coffee with ice?! hahaha anyway the other ppl there were quite nice helping out and all. and i missed the last train from tanah merah damit. had to take bus 24 n chg to 155. lucky i caught the last 155 sia.

and we had st wilfred this morning! shane's testimonial match. hahah i scored one ok although it was kind of a miskick but wth. score means score lol. some more i was keeper most of the time dammit. played sas boys against shane's jc class s76. haha got andy the prom king! and shane kena rammed in the balls until his face turn pale lah damn scary. thanks to nicholas haha. and we had lunch at kfc after. real kentucky fried cheeken not kallang food centre! n watched valkyrie. which i dozed thru the first 30 min at least dammit. too tired and the show too boring already. only after the action started then i woke up. ha ha.