NERD!

know what's worse than men's health urbanathlon? TOUGH GUY! hahah i randomly found this when browsing thru sgrunners forum. ok i was just boreddd! TOUGHGUY

and this damn retarded movie bitch slap hahaha nassty. go google or youtube it!

since i left your world

wake up, alone
it's been a few years since i left your world
try out, new things
and tell myself i'll keep it all just clean

and you say
stay, stay where you want to be
i don't want to be around you no more, it's just what i need
and you say
stay, stay where you want to be
i can't get used to you looking after me, then leave

because you say
you don't go, and you're gone

met boozza for dinner at newton yesterday. i should stop these unhealty eating habitsss man enough of oily bbq/fried seafood! totally clogging my arteries PLUS i still havent started running! only swimming alot haheh. argh speaking about swimming, damn long havent bitch abt retarded ppl and their retarded swimming habits! freaking uncles bouncing around in the middle of the pool wtf? want to bounce around can dont block ppls way?? i know swimming is a very good and low impact exercise suitable for old ppl BUT its only a good exercise if you actually SWIM HELLO. not bounce around. i think bouncing around in the water burns less calories than bouncing on land cos ur weight is sort of reduced in water righttt? haha physics.

met sebas fawn rong alvin and peiyu after booza dinner to supplies the 2 birhtday ppl! (actually bday long ago but we just havent celebrate haha) i chionged to novena secret recipe right after booza dinner at newton. but the outlet closed at 9.30! and i reached at around 9.40? so daniel suggested me calling the ps outlet to see if they are still open. and yup they were open till 10! so i made a reservation for a slice of choc bunanah and sped there! made it there in 10min hahaha record time. oh yes and when i was at novena, i illegally parked the car at the roadside and laimeng, lennard, jieying and sharon helped me look after the car while i ran down to the secret recipe with dan. and i handed my car keys to lennard HAHA. i really thought he would take the car out for a spin while i was gone LOL! okay but anw thanks to them for waiting for me. and the funny thing is. that one really illegal parking nv top summon. BUT when i parked at a proper lot in front of rong's house, really tio summon because i didnt see got freakin night parking $2 after 10.30pm! i only saw the day parking ends at 10.30 and since i reached at 10.30 lidat, i thought swee la free already so i just parked there instead of going into rong's carpark. wah CKJA man. and some more i told alvin to park there then end up we both kena. shit its my fault sorry alvin! im appealing to ura saying i didnt know got the night parking charge thing. hope they cancel the $30 fine! heheh.

ohyerss rong bought a tiramisu and i picked up peiyu from hello singtel somerset cos durian ccf was closed! :( went up to rong's house and i think peiyu was v happy to see her dad hahaha. alvin came and then we saw fawn and we were like omg hide the cake hide the cake STOMACHACHE! hahaha. then while me and alvin were stomachaching, sebas saw us! lolyloly and he didnt even notice anything! like all the way until we were comfortably seated in coffee bean. and when we brought out the cakes he still took awhile to register that we were celebrating his birthday!! (and fawn's of course) HAHAHAHA. and we sang sebas 2 birthday songs. 1 in english, 1 in chinese! nasssty. and for fawn we (actually its mostly peiyu and abit of me) sang the bunana song.

p.p.s. the coffee bean automatic sliding door sensor is cranky
and taylor swift is hot!

wanna run!

i wanna sign up for this! men's health urbanathlon! omg like damn cool. 12.5km race with obstacles! like SOC AHHA ok i know ns guys would hammer me now. but it really looks fun mannn! my knee feels normal for like quite some time alr. hasnt given me problems since i got back from kl. maybe time to try a joggg tmr?? heheh.

slow down

ok im finally blogging bout kl trip. haha i realise i always damn lazy to blog about holidays cos too many things happen and its damn tiring and time consuming to try and recall every single detail. and theres like many many things i know i wanna blog about but they always escape me when i start typinggggg. ok i try.

hmm ate alot, shopped alot, talked alot, enjoyed ALOT! at first i was like huhhh we dont even know what we were gonna do there for 4 days! and i didnt borrow lonely planet from library hahahaa. but thankfully sebas saved us by bringing us around.

started with a stayover at fawn's house. tiger airways from budget terminal to kl! first time taking from budget terminal. haha had to walk on the runway up the plane (didnt have the bridge thingy). and we tried to take pic on the runway then the security guy stopped us and asked us to delete pic hahaha! the flight was uber shortttt. like after the seatbelt lights (haha rule #4) turned off, peiyu took out her itouch and we played taptap revenge but didnt even get to complete 1 song then the plane started descending! hahahah REMATCHHH. and saw cute luke skywalker lego watch i wanttt!

i rmb we were damn excited after we touched down at kl! whoeeee. went to our hotel the ascott omg its freakin amazing awesome whoohoo! its right beside klcc, and the room was like WOW. 3 toilets i like! and we (except sebas) kept koping the l'occitane shampoo and shower gel etc. SHAMELESS.

shopped mainly in pavillion and bukit bintang. girls did manicure, sebas highlighted his hair.

went sunway lagoooon for a whole day too! met meng jun, valmond liew, aravinth, cho yau, and a tcc senior there wahhh why is the whole world at sunway! hahaha. they forced me to sit the freakin 360 viking aka pirates revenge. made me wanna puke after that walaoooo but ok quite an experience. and the tomahawk also hahaha i scream until no voice! then we went water ridesss and we even hijacked a float HAHAHA and went down the lazy river. 5 of us on a 2-seater float! damn funny lollll! rong bought an underwater camera hahaha and we spammed. oh we took the lie-face-down-and-slide-down thing too haha rong conquered her fear! and i took a zi-pai pic while going down HAHA i hope i actually captured my face and not the sky only :p

had chicken buffet after sunway! haha we were deciding bet nando's and the buffet.

whoo i got distracted halfway and found this amazing website http://www.h2oaudio.com/ omg waterproof earphones and ipod! I WANTTTTTTTTTTTT! swimming with music, I GOTTA TRY IT!

ok back to chicken buffet, yess kevin should totally have been there! haha still rmb christmas dinner 2006 i think, he finished a whole chicken! ohh come to think of it, chock finishes a whole chicken himself too!

met fawn's grandparents at mid valley too and we shopped even more. i found a pair of really nice onitsukas but no size! :((( and they were on sale some more!

got fake tattoos. haha i think i stunned my mum at the airport. and my dad only noticed it the next day. he also stunned hahaha! but the funny thing is, today my mum ask me "why u say fake one now still havent fade away ah" then i bluffed her "actually its a real one" and she really believes HAHA! and she was like kinda ok about it some more. omg nasssty! okay but im still not gonna get a real one la.

ohoh foooood! krispy kreme!! shared 1 dozen. yay had original glazed and ny cheesecake which tasted like khong guan lemon puff?! suckling pig! mdm kwan's nasi lemak = the besttt! i dream abt it every time i go kl hahaha ok im exaggerating. i only dream of mdm kwan dumplings :P

ohh and malaysia still has rotiboy! i loooove it!! last time when they were still in singapore i will never fail to stop at their toa payoh outlet with benny after our swim! haha i still rmb we were still in sec sch then. almost every afternoon go tp swim, then after swim we will either go grab rotiboy or 7-eleven chendol mr softee haha "gain back all the calories we lost from swimming"! those were the days man. happy days! didnt get to eat rotiboy this time in kl tho. i shall go get some next time! and didnt get a&w too :( i like their coney dog. haha but in real life, i only like donut, not sausage :p ok nonsense.

and got to swim on the last day! with peiyu (my mundane partner HAHA) damn nastyyyy she cant swim straight! rong and sebas are on honeymoon hahaha we took a few honeymoon photos.

urghh i damn sianzzz alr i wanna go watch zombieland already HAHAHA! ask me for it! rule #37! shatzooooooooowieheohroehriehihi omg CORS SUCKS I HAVE 2x8am days!! as in 2 days start at 8am chweeeeeeeb!

googles not allowed

magnificent

today doesnt feel like a sunday. came back from night cycling this morning at like 9plus and slept till 4plus! packed for trip to kl tmr until now. and gonna go off to fawn's house to stayover sooooon.

night cycling was fun! celebrated atika and derrick's bday at bk at east coast first before getting our bikes and heading off towards marina barrage, our first stop. chilled there for quite long! then headed to wheelock starbucks, stopping at lau pa sat in between. heh had supper at lau pa sat and i had a kopi there. then went starbucks and we all had christmas drinks before the promotion was over hahah! peppermint mocha hot! ok i had double dose of caffeine and i was damn energized the whole night! stoned at starbucks till 5plus in the morn then chionged back to east coast. and there was this guy struggling to keep awake in front of his laptop at starbucks LOL i really laughed like crazy omg hilarious! eyebrow action!

visited aunty anna ytd too! and her grandson dominic damn cute haha i played ben 10 on his playstation (i dunno what number, shd be 3) with him for like a few hrs haha! and he showed me his animal collection in his backyard. hamsters, guinea pig, terapin (the mini squirtle thing haha), birds, fighting fishes really alot! and the neighbour even better got like 10 chickens + birds in a huge cage in his backyard i think can open bird park already. and they gave me a banana cake recipe i shall try it soon! urrg i shd go now dad is not readyyy blblbl.

and yeay christmas present really makes me feel less emo! blblbllbl dont panic!

sometimes, i still need you

viet-nam was lousy. spent lots of time standing around looking at sisters bargaining for accessories and souvenirs. ate lots of gd foood. they really love coconuts and onions there. and had seafood many many times! and every morning was buffet breakfast i nearly diedddd! ermm i like the coffee there! and beef noodlesss. but vietnam beer is disgusssting hahah!

next, finally checked my results when i got back on thurs. like 11plus pm on 24th. haha left with a few mins to s/u. omg damn shit results the worst ever ok. didnt fail anything, but arghhh kick me seriously end of warmuppppppppp!!@!(@()*#

and my kneecap is still hurting :((((( i hope its not permanently damaged or il be damn sad! these few days cannot run and it feels like shit. helppppp!

and my sis been repeating "promise to never bully me" at a rate of like once every 5 seconds. like mumbling to herself huhhhhh zombiefied.

i need to go buy stuff! this year i totally didnt feel the christmas mood at all!

arghhh its raining later got night cycling with booza hope the weather will be good then! and hope my knee can take it.

hahah a pineapple made into the shape of a chicken!

 

my sis with a coconut soup damn nice!

amazing i still can fit in the hole after eating so much :p its the entrance to the tunnels the vietnamese used to fight americans during the war.

night market. and the traffic is crazy nonstop and lots of motorbikes. to cross the road, just close eyes and walk straight haha must be daring then the bikes will stop for you

cute boy on the right haha barney

l4d2 swamp fever!

BOOBZ! haha no they are fried glutinous rice balls quite yummy!

coconut on fire!

laimeng's best friends

hahahahaha

grace and bimbo when we got back! heehee BIMBO

to think that the day would never come

quick update before off to vietnam! met ian and benny for dinner at hk cafe on wed, then met karthi, shawn and kumlong too. and the 6 of us went for an hour of l4d2 versus before going MAMBO! whooo damn long nv go already. bought a bottle of vodka outside and i almost died after 2 cups hahahah. me and shawn are the worst drinkers ever. shawn disappeared before even entering zouk and we thought he went to find his friend but actually he went home! what a dumbasssss! first time seeing chock inside on the podium too haha! met huilin inside too. and valmond. was like a mini og20 reunion hahaha. shit im gonna miss the real reunion tmr cos im overseas :(

met benny again on thur to watch zombieeeeland omg best show ever! freakin farnieeeee doubletap doubletap! and drove to kent ridge to pick ian up before going al-ameen for dinner. and we saw a poster which said "steam cockies" LOL i think they meant like steamed cockles u know the shell fish thing but steam cockies sounds damn sicko perv hahaha. then we went to l4d2 until like 1plus am. i was uber shagged man. i think we cleared 3 campaigns.

and there was supposed to be soccer at the cage on fri morning. at 11am. but i freakin overslept! walaooooo. dammit. had to drive to airport to pick sis up some more. she came back from myanmar. (lol sounds like amar) had bbq in church that evening. then had to share about my ns experience to the soon-to-be-enlisting guys. haha i shared the first so i talked bout everything briefly: bmt, sispec, armour training institute. i think my ns life not bad eh! but omg got other officers 8-5 job at a camp 10min walk from his house is that lucky or what!

after church met peiyu rong and benny at tea partay! omg rong owns at boogle boggle. totally! and peiyu was cheating! HAHAHA she kept making up her own words like MENT. huh right?? and we played fact or crap. and bridge! eeee they all purposely dont want me as their partner so nasssty!

AVATAR today with benny and peiyu! woohoo nice show! u gotta catch it! think shouldnt watch in 3d though. cos its a 2hr 45min show and u will die from dizziness if u watch a 3d show that long! benny brought us to waffletown at balmoral after that. which served decent waffles! i had rum raisin! actually before that we were thinking of where to go to SUPPLIES (surprise) benny with bday cake hahaha! in the end after waffletown me and peiyu talked alot of rubbish and we said we still wanted to eat so we went to novena square and ended up at spinelli! haha benny must be thinking we are such retards at that time. but YAY HAPPY BELATED BENNY!

and peiyu is sucha liar hahaha. today keep bluffing ppl. and benny keeps believing her lies hahahaha! ohmanzzzz nasty. but thanks peiyu for gingerbread man jacksilly!

miss u all ppl in singapore! see you when i see you! benny shiok this week can save money! ronggg i wanna stormtrooper hahahh

zomg damn tired gotta wake up in 3 hrs

and sometimes i get nervous

hehhh i woke up early today! went with booza to home club last night to support claudio who was spinnnning there. nice supposedly indie music place hahaha! was totally not used to seeing laimeng so tall cos she cheated with high heels hahah. and she appeared from the mrt station with jieying in totally matching couple clothes then me and chloe were like omg. had tau huey after that yumms long time no beancurd! eat more soya products can grow more boobs YAY! austen's fav word now is STUNNER. and we found out im fated to become _____'s partner hahahah i think i will need earplugs!

escape theme park on monday with booza. was ghey! major yawnnnn. ok no. i was still quite afraid of viking laaaa. but i think after going taiwan theme parks so many times im less pussified but stillllll.. took the water ride with chock and he forced me to sit in front some more. then hahaha he kept trying to make me scared by shaking the boat left right left as we were going up. ooooh went changi village hawker for dinner and ordered lots! its amazing how everytime we go out and order so much food but we're maintaining a constant mass hahaha if u know what i mean. exercisseeeee!

speaking of which, im gonna sign up for sundown 42k right after i post this entry!!! WOOHOO i made up my mind to put myself thru the torture AGAIN! and yes of course sign up for safari zoo run yeayyyyy i look forward to milo van LOLL rong can spy random guys again and and and and i rmb kevin's unglam pic holding the bottle of newater!! HAHAH

yay benny is back! can go shop shop shoppangggg and left 4 dead 2!

went for peiyu's syc & friends concert at esplanade on sunday with rong and alvin. nice we agreed the drummer damn zai! haha peiyu gave flowers to him :p and the conductor's face was damn red!

okay bintan trip-
1st day, we reached the villa in the late afternoon and had problems with the management cos it was supposedly for 6 ppl only but we had 12 ppl cramming into a villa! haha then we tried to smoke them by asking 6 of us go camp at the beach first. haha that started our feud with the BUGGYMAN. yeah stupid guy whose only job is to drive a buggy around to ferry guests from the lobby to the villa. but NO he want to be very garang and had to report the matter to management. what a dumbasssss as if he can get a bonus for doing that! just do your job and shut up la! anw in the end we managed to cover up and we stayed in villa that night. chock cooked instant noodles for everyone. his specialty haha! he says he used to eat like 5 packets at one go last time in army. naassty! then after that we played drinking game walaoooo. with gin and baileys. and they anyhow mix with root beer and green tea?!!?! i think the milk/cream thing in baileys reacted with the acid in root beer and alot of cheesy smelling foam came out hahahaha damn gross. and i lost the first game so kena forced to drink alot also then KO after that. i rmb trying to play bridge after that but i didnt even know what card i was playing. zheng yu ultimate gone!

2nd day, we took a car to town, which was totally boring. and the journey was bumpy and winding which made me and austen carsick. but my car had lots of fun playing WOULD YOU RATHER with the 2 superstars __ and __! omg we ate fried pigeon during lunch! crispppyyy like chicken! and whackkkk seafood for dinner. really satisfying.

went to the pool on the 3rd day to play polo. cos we had lots of time to kill in between our checkout time and the ferry time. and that was when most of us got sunburnt hahaha.

oh ya and went to sentosa ytd for oweek comm bonding! see la it was so insignificant i almost forgot about it. damn disappointing! i can forsee still not knowing half the committee's names even after the actual oweek is over.

lazeeeeeeeee

haha i still v lazy to blog abt bintan trip and standchart marathon!

went toa payoh swimming complex today! gdstuffzzz man i havent been there in many many months. cos ive always been going geylang east since the toapayoh one closed for renovation.

oh suddenly found out im going malaysia tmr to visit grandparents. will be back on sun (hopefully) in time for syc! nassty la why my parents keep springing surprises on me. i really dislike finding out last minute that im going to travel AGAIN.

and oh man sis is driving everyone crazy. frickin watch too much korean dramas then now everytime depressed only want to spam medicine. plsss wanna kill yourself also can at least think of a better way right. spam medicine is only gonna damage ur brain further! dammit la 1 year ago she was still just a normal happy 16 yr old kid.

and 1 yr ago, jason was staying in my room hahaha! messing up my room more like it! and borrowing cash from me like water :p

okay one chui photo!

happening all over again

helloo im back from bintan with a sunburn.

freak tmr got oweek meeting. and freak i just found out im going vietnam on 20-24th december with family. i think most ppl would enjoy this kinda family holidays but not me thats for sure. sightseeing is not exactly my cup of tea, and i can forsee nasty things happening cos the whole family is there. and quite sian also cos i already got so many overseas trips planned this holidays and travelling is actually pretty stressful for me! i think.

listening to my emo nights playlist hahah i feel like watching a movie from my ahem collection before i sleep!

Even now I can feel your hair
Blow across my cheek
As we sit in one of two chairs

Even now I can feel your face
Resting on my chest
Wrestling for sleep
And failing at it

Even now I can see you sleep
I can see you dream
I can see you fly
And I always can find you again

zzz anw yes just checked my email and i see some of the pics some photographers captured of me running the stand chart hahaha! naasty why like only got 2 proper ones and the rest are pics of me walking omg so cui. NAAASSSTY.

 

wah this one the most UPS.

xoxo

today i ate frog leg porridge and centuty egg porridge. and its sebas bday! and and and hahaha i went to the airport! to see a giant float! and i visited red dot flea market too with lotsa cool stuff and hot girls and tiny puppies. and tmr im gonna finish itttttt whoop.

oh yea my sis did something nasty today. younger sis. but i shall go sleeeeep omg its late!

all juiced up!

yesss its over! now to enjoy while i can.

safari zoo run 2010 registration is open! hehehe :pppp in memory of ah mengggg! http://www.safarizoorun.com.sg/ haha at least this yr got singlet not like last yr give some stupid oversized polo tee which i nv even took out of the plastic packaging.

went with angelina serene alfred qiyang and desmond to bukit timah for dinner after matlab paper just now. haha alfred and qiyang dammmm blur/funny! cos it was a pasta place, and u could choose the kind of pasta u wanted like spaghetti or penne u know. but they ordered lasagne and they asked for a choice of pasta HAHA then the waitress was like huhhh? lasagne is already a kind of pasta like what are u talking!

and matlab paper was okayyy i think its probably the best paper ive done haha. and got one bonus mcq question some more damn random:
who are the lecturers of IT 1005 semester 1 academic year 2009/2010?
a. steven halim and saif khan
b. steven halim and @#)(*#
c. felix halim and saif khan
.

yeah damn random haha free 2 marks.

but shit i knew how to do the last qn which was worth 10marks but time was up dammmmit! okay i should stop whining about what i should have done. on the whole, this whole sem 1 is ermmm screwed up. so i guess its end of warmup. sem 2 gonna chiong already no more play play and im serious haha. no more hanging out in sch till late manzzz.

tmr is last paper for most of booza yay!

and its benny's birthday today heheh i wonder how he's celebrating in taiwan. eating crispy chicken?? random fact: benny used to buy like $5 worth of seaweed chicken and nuggets and that kinda finger food stuff every day recess time in sec sch lol.

car's going for repair tmr! im gonna take mrt to expo to collect stand chart race pack!

hmm time to complete BORDERLANDS!

throw away your television

set yourself on FIRE

20km is no joke ok! urghh its a freakin half marathon haha. usually i would have said no kick but actually got quite alot of kick! but i think il be ok by tmr heheh :p its just mentally torturing when i reached the 10km u-turn and im like "whattt ive only completed half of my target??" (which is actually only a quarter of a marathon!)

naasty and i didnt get to eat free swensens ice cream. :( hurhur but anw the flavours i like nobody else like also haha chendoll and mint.

MLE is screwed. i hope i pass plsplspls dont make me fail cos lots of nasty things will definitely follow.

so big. so angry. so dead.

sis is a control freak. always comparing me with her "2 years ago". what a twat.

"mummy only started letting me stay out after midnight after i turned 21!"
OR
"i used to only get $100 a month last time when i was in jc why u get $150 still complain!"

just examples. but stuff like that urghhh. and now she wants to have a say in who i choose for a girlfriend?! dont u hate it when ppl impose their ideals on you. move with the times man! last time policemen wore shorts, but obviously not today! hurhurrrrr.

mkt exam was gggggggggg i can fly kite already. arghhhh. shit wasted such an easy paper.

and i some ppl dont have the slightest common sense in the world by parking their car in front of my front gate. retard! i think chock sebas and laimeng were discussing ytd about MS is true hahaha those ppl just have stupidity in their genes. hmmz im feeling damn bitchy now whyyyyy!

tp gang surprised me at my house last night omg! i was damn shocked! and i even had a pore pack on my nose when they arrived LOL. then i had to rush to peel it off before going down to meet them. but TOO LATE jieying saw it already when i stood at my room window! shat. yays they got me the arc mouse ive been wanting for some time! and a PURPLE one! heh im using it now. niceeee! uber touched man even though they could be like mugging for their paper next week but still! and they call themselves coconut jackfruit lemon cherry HAHA. why no jambu! lollll. omg i didnt know jackfruit was 1.70m tall omg thats taller than me!

ogay i feel damn lazy now i got MLE on monday 9am but im still not studying for ittt.

no kick no kick no kick NOW I GOT KICKED DAMMIT.

and countdown to standard chartered: 1 WEEK! goodluckxzxz i can go for big walk instead.

so pretty. so smart.
what a waste of a young heart.

i must be crazy or im a genius

zomggg after maths paper ytd i went to meet banny and we went to play l4d2!!! wth man as if my exams are over hahHaha. damnnnn funnn! and we went to play more today cos we couldnt complete a mission in 1 hr ytd! wheeeeeeee. can pick up guitar as melee weapons GUITAR HEROES! and its nice cos its like so much more realistic! shttt i cant wait to play again.

we watched the informant yesterday too. some uber confusing show abt a guy with bipolar disorder. hahaha like ris low.

okok maths paper was GG. i hope i actually dont FAIL this module siazz. omg ppl are hoping for an A and im hoping for a pass?!

and i only found out today that tmr is a public holiday!

ohh and found out there's sitex going on from today till the weekend! i wish i had the time to go down and get stuff. and a mouse :(

and i didnt mention this in my previous post but im extremely grateful to claudio laimeng and jieying for contributing for my petrol xoxo! yes i wont spend it on dating slim or whoever hahaha.

oh ya and today i saw this guy who was wearing this tshirt which said "kick me" on its back. wahh damn tempting lol.

OMG ZOMBIEEEESSSS

archilles tendon?

oomg i went to google foot pain and i m getting freaked out by the search results. they all look pretty nasty :( i needa miracle. for both my foot and exams.

perspective is a lovely hand to hold

studystudystudy! been studying with booza ppl the past few days and its definitely better than staying at home! like see what am i doing now when i should be studying urgh. dave's parents were out the past 2 days so he invited us over. and his parents were bought us nasilemak and yummmy portuguese egg tarts. gdstuffzzz.

yay first paper down.

met peiyu and sebas for supper on sat at hv! we spied the 881 actress omg totally disappointed she likes alternative lifestyle :( and went to pick alvin from airport the next morning. haha slept like only 3 hrs plus i think? then the whole day was damn shag. churched, mum's bday lunch, study at dave's house till 1 plus. GG.

anw went finally got to see what republic poly looks like inside. damn chio!

ohmanzaa should i go killers concert??

and WHY ISIT ALWAYS RAINING ARGH. and whats frickin puzzling me is HOW THE HECK DID I TWIST/SPRAIN MY ANKLE IN MY SLEEP! i woke up this morning with a sprained left ankle and i cant walk properly wth! paranormal activity sia. maybe i sleepwalked and dropped off the bed?!! arghhhh so pissing now i cant go and run. maybe its good so i can stay at home and study more haha. and lucky its left leg not right.

ps. bitching really brings ppl together! naasty.

alvin said i looked slimmer HAHA and his cathigh friend thought im his brother (?!) maybe cos we're both blackies.

ok back to MA 1505 i cant believe the number of new discoveries im still making even at this time.

boomz

car accident is naaassty. it gets worse if the other party is a WOMAN (a menopausal one to be precise). what a whore. good thing chock was there with me. haha he says if he was the one driving things would have surely gotten physical. damn hyundai getzzzzzz kiss my ass! literally, it kissed my front bumper dammit.

but booza and tp gang especially were really niceee!

i should really stop staying up so late and do some productive studying in the daytime! i seem to be taking this finals too easy manzz diedie.

say you feel the same way

mugmugmuggggggggg my brains goin crazy! but woohoo gonna meet benny later and watch 2012 (?)

made a new friend from my neighbourhood this week during one of my late night runs hahaha. had just finished my 5k and was at the fitness corner doing some statics when i heard this random voice from behind me "training for ippt ah?" turns out he's this guy same age as me who stays nearby too. cool and nice dude haha. he added me on fb.

baked choc chip mufffins - one of the easiest and yummiest recipes i know! fruit tart next time!

kevin owes me some info!!

oh yes i skyped with jason tooo. haha sucha faggot.

didnt go running with limpei :ppp

i found out angelina jolie got new movie coming soon hahaha

and natalie portman too and tobey mcguire!

you're all the welfare pack i need

yayness athlete snowpat dashboardconfessional!! wheeee i made 2nd contact with ___! eggciting zomg! studying with boomza rocks too. went changi ytd for pop eyes hahaha diet starts tmr?! and omg im hooked on icy tower wth! its like sec sch game all over again! lucky not gunbound :p okay this is a pretty incoherent post.

at least, i got my first A for marketing group assignment woohooz!

ATHLETEEEEEEEE!

understanding in a car crash

had a seriously real dream last night. and i woke up believing it happened. dreamt i was going to beho's house i think, after school, with a bunch of sas guys. and i dunno why i let malcolm drive my car there and he floored the accelerator all the way and i was panicking but didnt say a word hahaha.

how was your weekend? -GOOD.

OKAYS im finally blogging. arghhh i hatemyself. sighsss its too late now :(

i finally got to talk to yusof (yusof ishak house = YIH if u get what i mean) hauhauheuahuh i think i have a weird ability of coming up with random nicknames for ppl. jieying best doing maths then see LIMITS also can link to something else wahpiangzz.

i think i wont blog too in too much detail also hahaha i think my blog is unsafe already u never know WHO IS READING! :P OK LA ACTUALLY TRUTH IS IM JUST LAZY.

anyways i think i owe jieying a treat hahaha. treat ice water?

celebrated seb soh's bdayyy with pink bra and panties hahaha nasty. and met peiyu for soupspooooon last night finally i get to eat velvety mushrooom! but it doesnt seem so nice anymore haha. meatless minestrone next timeee. and hardbooger! and we had yummss redbean mochi thing and sesame icecream woohoo! and we planned to surprise but we ourselves got surprised instead hahaha! CLAM CHOWDER LEHHH. i went funan wanting to get a new mouse for myself. was looking at the arc mouse heehee but omg its $78! after discount! hmmm im really going broke :( maybe i shouldnt upgrade my car audio system so soon. cos i just got a new 500gb portable harddisk. which im still formatting now wah take damn long lehhh. i hope can finish before i set off for sch lolll if not i gotta leave my comp at home. and it came with a FREE mouse. but its a wired optical mouse. ok la the shape quite similar to my previous mouse. but i think laser mouse better than optical soo yeah and i want a wireless one so wont keep tangling with the cables. easier to carry to sch too! *OH OH MY ITUNES IS PLAYING THE SMITHS - THERE IS A LIGHT THAT NEVER GOES OUT NOWWW! <3* ~to die by your side, is such a heavenly way to dieeee~ hahaha omg summer. new movie to add to my collection haha! ok back to wireless mouse, yea. niceee i shall go back when im feeling richer to get the $78 (hopefully its still on offer) arc mouse!

hmm oh ya the day before i randomly saw rong in sch as i was rushing to lt11 for seb soh's bday thing. from across the rd! hmm i wonder is this the first time i actually randomly saw her in sch hahahaha INDIAN DANCE!

okok la ENGING OWEEK BBQ. at first was quite boringgg. cos like i went with jieying then i didnt know anyone else there. besides kenneth the swimmer (haha) and chesscamp ppl but they were under different committee. but jieying intro-ed me to some of her friends yiii huiii, yan tian, congren, kai chen, still got some others but i cant rmb the name lol. and songkiu of course. wah austen didnt come hahaha so sad he missed out :p gradually ppl left, and in the end only left all the engin club ppl plus me jieying and her dear friend yihui. then we left at like around 10, after her dad picked her up. haha she offered a lift to sunset way and jy almost burst out laughing HAHAHA. omggg i must get fullmarks for finals!! and i still rmb jieying said something abt low profile pageant guy hahaha walao indirectly shooting ppl leh. boomz.

err haha i havent finished writing bout ytd! after we failed to surprise rong at sde, me and peiyu went to join booza ppl to mug! i finally actually understood something after maths chapter 7! woohoo! sharon and laimeng kept trying to spook me out with 123456 walaooo.

sad and broke. i went swimming this morning to cheer myself up aha but it started raining halfway when i was in the pool walao. no sun! shattt i totally shouldnt have signed up for stand chart sia where got time to train! im going to die after 10km mark i think lollll. maybe i can be fastest WALKER la.

wahhh formatting like still got 20% to gooo. i dont think its gonna finish before 3 dammit. okbye! got free dinner tonight yeay i must learn to be a cheapo already :p

she's got you high

songs of desperation
i played them for you
a moment, a love
a dream, aloud
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs

so stay there
cause i'll be coming over
and while our blood's still young
it's so young, it runs
and won't stop till it's over
won't stop to surrender

argh i still want my stormtrooper jacket alot alot though its been like almost a year!!

how the star wars madness started:

htht (head to head talk) at gardens last night was ahem insightful. but i still feel some things are better left unsaid.

maybe thats why i appear like an unemotional cool doode (i wish haha) but i cant stand feeling vulnerable. after what many rounds of the same thing.

and arghhh my life sucks okay i wanna beeeech abt my sis again shes driving me nuts! "i dowan i dowan i dowan" "dont bully me" x10000000

my wakeboarding is n00bz whyyyyyyy! maybe i cant balance my cg well hurhur flat feet sucks la okay.

and i didnt meet benny this week :( shucks i feel bad. army really sucks i know and i experienced it when all i wanted to do was meetup with friends on the weekends but only to find out they already have their schedules packed with stuff (new friends/projects/mugging).

i think something happened to my forearm during wakeboarding ahhhh! now i have problem gripping things like clenching my fist! i tried doing chin-up last night and i dropped like after 2 counts?! and its cos i cant maintain my grip not cos of no strength arghhhh irritatin. recover soon pls!

heheh on a happier note, bimbo is damn ermmm bimbotic (?) these few days! yayyy love bimbo! he's almost a year old!

ocean wide

omg im back! amazed that ppl can still randomly stumble upon my blog hahaha eggciting. anw i got gdstuffz to share hahahaha. SOME IDIOT NAMED CALEB WONG ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK OMMGGGWTHBBQ! check this out:

 

and his display pic is a kerokeropi hahahahahah what a weirdu! ps, keropi is a FROG :P

and gdstuffz at oweek meeting today woohooooooooooo now someone (im not saying who but u should know this person very well) remembers my name hahahaha!

and yeay most of my projects are done! only left oral defence next fri.

kickass!

come along with me

all the winds that you rise

looking at happy pictures make me.. sad.

survive

omg im back here again! actually its not that i dont have time to blog. i could sacrifice some of my daily facebook time to do that hahaha! and my last update is like 1 month ago siazz. so much happened since then.

like getting my swift!

been hanging out alot with booza ppl recently. somehow there is a difference between them and the chess camp ppl haha. its not a matter of which is better la, just different. chess ppl more work focused and booza is more enjoyment haha!

the central library has become my fav hangout seriously. i think ppl have spotted me there alone many times already zzzzz but what to do. i go take modules alone so toot. aiya but getting used to it.

hate the system of printing our own notes. i cant wait to get a new printer!

and petrol is not THAT ex, but not cheap either. i spend like $50 a week on petrol now la. which is abt cents per km travelled? i dunno its not a good average cos i only topped up once. must have larger number of tests then got accurate average right hahaha. and i had actually planned to like collect abit of cash for sending ppl home to support my petrol expenses. but its dam hard to ask this kinda thing so everytime i i just let it slide. and i havent collected a single cent! sheeez.

hmm oh ya my bday surprise by peiyu and kevin was awesome! i really liked the watermelon idea haha! chess ppl also celebrated with me by having lunch at holland that day. and booza ppl got a sara lee cheesecake for me in sch.

and today was lymon's bday and i had to drive to vivo to buy cake! drove serene there and met alfred n joshua there. lunch was a HUGE carl's jr portobello mushroom burger omg. but not bad. then we got the cake from han's. chionged back 30min late for lecture sia. then sat at front row some more. damn AA la walk in with a helium minnie mouse balloon and cake and alfred carrying a filet-o-fish meal cos he havent had lunch. AAAAAA to the max. and during the 10min break during lecture, we sang happy bday for him and cut cake. and forced lymon to give a slice to the lecturer steven halim HAHAHA. score points sia!

met rong at sde today too! hahaha studied in her studio for awhile then brought her to see the sweeee(f)t, as she calls it. she wears specs now! and omg i seriously didnt recognise her the 1st time i saw her from far away. lol i thought is some random china girl :ppp

oh ya met reo at vivo today too!

and yay photos of engin bash are up! :ppp today i had matlab tutorial then i kept getting distracted by the who lorzzzzz omg.

2 weeks to recess week! 1 week to EG assignment deadline OMG.

perishers, my heart

ok since i have some time before i leave for school. MAJOR :(

camps are OVER! made a few new friends, and i think im not exaggerating if i say my uc og is the most happening one. hahaha hope it stays like this though i highly doubt so now that sch has started. they planned a weekly lunch on thursdays yay now i dont have to have a 3 hr break ALONE.

facebook is damn irritating now. i cant spy as much as i used to hahaha. dammit la i cant click on any of the links. only can see my own home page walao!

oweek was ok. i missed like half of it haha. but i dont think im that close to them. but the ogl jun jie damn power la! so slack also can win best ogl award. some more when they announced his name he was outside the hall slacking and someone from my group had to go out and call him lol!!

dad wanted to bring me to suzuki showroom ytd! but he didnt :( cos he came back from malaysia at night. haha and then when i took the car to drive meet kevin, i realised he was listening to the cd i burned and put in the car! hahaha happening sia. yeah so i picked kevin from town and drove him home. and yay he passed me his OMG like 10 textbooks. and 3 or 4 plastic bags of notes. HAHAHA THANKS KEV!

and ytd i ran 19km wheee im ready for AHM THIS SUNDAY JUST BRING IT!! haha maybe i can get to run with banny! ok i promise myself no more suppers lol. had too much this month with all the og outings and all laaaaa! fong seng kiss my assssss! :p

OK i should get changed. cant be late on 1st day! and im not gona fall asleep and drool either :ppppp ok wait before that i gotta figure out how to get to LT 6 from kent vale.

swimmers

alrighty here's my ideal bday list! im not asking anyone to plan a last min party for me or anything ok! just doing this for funnn.

+ FRIENDS! best if jason could be here hahaha but thats obviously not gonna happen.
- none of my ex eye candies plss it would be just so weird. what am i gonna say, like "hi i used to stalk you every day in school" LOL.
+ great music
- dress theme. simple clothes would be great! haha if not everyone would be stressing over stuff like "omg i only got one purple top how to go for caleb's PURPLE PARTY"
- not at my house pls its too messy and im too embarrassed to reveal its messiness to anyone other than my close friends
** shitt im having a really hard time doing this list i cant think of anything!! zzzzzzz.
+ OK i would like great presents duhhhh. like a car?!!!! HAHAHA
+ NO END TIME! goodbyes are just plain weird.
+ potluck for food would be nice :p hahaha bring your best culinary creations.
- same as rong: no BBQ (smelly and slow and i dunno how to start a fire for nuts and lots of raw leftovers = gross)
+ L4D!! ok this is damn random.
- i dont want the focus to be on me turning 21 cos to me that sucks! dont go like YAY CONGRATS UR AN ADULT. i still feel damn young okay (not childish).
- many many different cliques. like church ppl one corner, cca friends another corner etc.
- actually i would rather parents and siblings not be around cos there are too many constraints. hahaha :p

OKAY i know the list damn short but im really outta ideas.

fine i shall blog bout stuffs thats been happening recently. like i went out with benny yesterday cos i ponned o-week. hahaha and it wasnt pre-planned! i mean ya i planned to pon oweek but not to meet benny! he just randomly msged me in the morning cos he was given off! yeay! we wanted to eat soup spoon but it didnt happen :( haha benny is soup spoon's latest fan. then we went suntec. shot hoops at the arcade hahaha we broke the high score! 490+ i think. watched the hangover and i used STUDENT DISCOUNT haha yay its great to be student again! and ZOMG we went into the ladies toilet by accident!!! so embarrassing! and we even went inside the cubicle to pee already and we were talking like across the cubicle door.
benny: eh so weird why this toilet no urinals one ah?
me: ermm shittt are we in the wrong toilet??
random lady voice from a cubicle between mine and benny's: hey excuse me?
-silence for like 10 secs
then i heard benny's door open LOL so i opened mine too and we quickly ran out. and benny said the lady was looking at him as he made his exit lol.

today i was supposed to go back to oweek but had flu symptoms when i woke up this morning. so didnt go. actually still feeling the flu now. hope i can recover by tmr morning so i can go sentosa! alot of ppl i know are down with flu/fever la. shit man i confirm got it from one of them. argh being sick sucks. cannot do this cannot do that.

and i just found out something about wongggggg omg.

ok anyway 1st 2 days of oweek was pretty boring. flag day was ghey and uber slack. we watched FIGHTING during the time we were supposed to be collecting lol. i slept thru alot of it. cos there were supposed to be 4 fight scenes and everyone kept talking bout how he fought with this fat man. and im like "huh got fat man meh?" and we had lunch at swensens too haha. really damn slack la. anw swensens got 1 for 1 lunch deal haha budget i like! Caleb Wong likes this! hahahah. but like 1/3 the og disappeared after lunch. and after the movie, everyone else left except for me, 2 other guys and the ogl. damn sad sia. so the 4 of us headed to outram to return the whole og's tin cans. and then i was supposed to meet my chess camp ppl in town but i was early. so i walked ard orchard central for the 1st time. saw the rock wall which was quite small actually. then met rong to borrow sajc tie hahah its supposed to be for finale night tmr! i hope i get the chance to use it sia since im like still sick now and i dunno if i can actually go tmr. anw had dinner with chess ppl chicago steakhouse at cine. i think the dinner was quite sucky tho. we had planned to watch the hangover but there were no tix so we bought tix for some chinese show called overheard. i knew thats it i gg already sure sleep through lol. which really happened hHAHA. anw we had time before the movie so we went to play pool. hahaha damn long nv play already but i got to show my proness (or tyconess). ok not bad i won 2 out of 2 games straight!

okay i like totally didnt blog bout the whole of last week. tho many things happened. i should blog more regularly too cos its damn hard to recall everything in detail now hahah. ermm matriculation on tues, went to visit kev at work with rong after that. in an ultra sweaty shirt hahahh. thurs had oday. and bidding started. and all the blur noobs like myself started panicking hahah. but rong and kevin helped lots! :) got my 2 modules in the 1st round. oh yes i drove myself to ecp too! yay i hope i can do that more often. OHYA army half marathon is coming soon 16aug!! i should do one last training run this sun or smth. and there is race pack collection too. ok this is my summary for the whole of last week.

bss - swimmers:

I was
Waiting for you
I was
Standing around
I was
Getting older
I was
Going down

If you always get up late
You'll never be on time
If you always make it after lunch

I've done work
Oh, the day never comes
And I stand up
Waiting on

I saw you down there
I know you were tired
I saw you
You looked like a swimmer

I wanna be with you
All of the time
Why can't you satisfy?

You look good
But you sound better
You were the best I had

If you always get up late
You're never gonna be on time
If you always get up late
You're never gonna be on time

And that's a shame
Cause I like you
I never see you

chao camper

ok updates on chess camp! fun bunch of ppl thankfully. i think my og was the most happening. but in a different way from booza. booza was the super enthu chiong for every game kinda happening. this time juyame is the total opposite. yes juyame is the name of my og in chessss. and we are damn slack! always dunno where the ogls disappear to. and like the games we play also bo chap one. haha got one game where we had balloons tied to our arms which represent our 'lives' and we were supposed to like burst other og's balloons. but we just stood in the middle of the field and let ppl burst ours. hahaha retards. and dunno who came up with this idea of all standing in a circle and pointing somewhere at the ground pretending got something interesting there. self amusement sia. hah!

the guy to girl ration was almost 2:1 anyway haha! and 2 of the girls in my og were non chem eng one la. just came to make up the numbers for girls. got one medicine one some more walao. and im a medicine reject zzzz. and she had ben er as her sp in her prev camp HAHA! i tried to control my bitching tendencies when she asked me what i knew about him. AND a crasher girl who came on our final night said i look like a butch!! omgwth! she said 'is your name christabel?' and what i should go chij or crescent girls to pick up girlfriends. (haha seriously i wouldnt mind chij :p) and then later she say i look like tao li the swimmer. whattttttt! they bought drinks on the last night also. but i gave up after drinking just a bit cos the alcohol taste kinda turned me off. hahaha esp after what happened at kev's party :P did i mention i puked when i reached home that night after the party? lucky everyone was asleep already.

shit now im quite stressed about bidding for modules. especially cos im taking double major and i dun wanna waste time taking useless stuff. helppppp! but really i couldnt possibly have kept awake during the intro talk last fri la. it was right after the camp ended. and i didnt sleep at all the night before some more.

just now the chess camp ppl were having mass convo and i just found out that they caught me drooling during the intro talk OMGG. i can just shoot myself. how can i malu myself on the 1st week siaaaaaaaa omgggggg!

oh yea some of the guys in chess camp joined just to know girls. i feel la. i mean its not wrong, but dont make it the top priority leh its damn stupid. like even to the extent of planning how to integrate the girls into supper talks at night and how to find out their traffic light status all those. walao! even after 2 yr ns also cannot be this despo right!

kena another scandal with this girl in my og again la. suaynesssss. just because she said i look like wu shi kai. (i dont even know who is that, apparently some taiwan singer popular 20 yrs ago)

but as i always tell benny, HANDS DOWN the best is ________ HAHAHA! besides fiona xie and emma watson that is.

yes on a random note we got new obsession - emma watson! the new face for burberry. haha benny almost drooled when we saw her pic as we walked past the store in ion. AND we saw a certain black shit there too with his toyboysszzz wearing sunglasses?!?!

and outing with benny and brian yesterday too! wanted to go bowling at marina cos it was what we used to do during sec sch days hahaha. but really last time bowling was quite happening right? there was even a bowling alley on top of cine which was perpetually crowded. ppl actually have bowling as part of their outing plan! but now, its just movies, clubbing, dinner. so we didnt bowl but we spent like $20 at arcade games. hahaha. brian is freakin zhai at bishi bashi. u know the game where u are the mambo king with the afro that grows after every round if u get the rhythm correct? omg brian scored like near full pts for that one. he says cos he used to play bishi bashi on his ps last time and they always repeat the same sequence in the games. LOL. so we've been wasting our money at the arcades. and as usual the l4d session. hahaha this time even more hardcore. we played 3 hrs cos there was a bundle package special promotion. wah damn shag man. and we tried expert difficulty. wahlao there was once i had 60 health and i accidentally walked in front of benny's scope (he was using sniper) and next thing i knew i was incapitated. hahaha. by 1 shot from his sniper wth! and the tank also incapacitates players with 1 hit.

im gonna miss brian! and his ba zhang smell haha. oh yea he was wearing a shirt on top of a tshirt yesterday. and at one point he took it off and asked if he could put it in my bag. i said "smelly". he said "ya got ba zhang".

anyway HANDS DOWN, by dashboard confessional. one of my favssss!

Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race, from self-control
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine
We're doing fine
We're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear
So we can get some

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember
Always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew...that you meant it.

addicted to those glances

she's no saint, she's no saint, she's no saint
but she'll take you to your knees
try her boy, but she'll still do what she please
do you believe in science? she's perfect chemistry
she wanted my love but i gave her the rest of me

yess im supposed to blog about langkawi trip but i procrastinate again. busy busy busyyyyyyyy! i hardly have time for myself. and im one person that needs alot of alone time (i think). not in a sick perverted way okay! for REAL.

attended first cell group meeting on fri night. felt really weird there. like im miles away from Him. im at a really low point in church life now. and the worst part is that im too ____ to do anything about it.

retail therapy with benneh and esther's bday party and kevin's bday party. and soccer in the morn. and og supper on sun night which i didnt attend. heard that more bitching was going on hahah. okok gotta sleep! chess camp tmrrr i dont wanna zombiefy! though i think im already 3 quarters there.

didnt know im not invincible

and maybe some things are better left unsaid
but if you wanted to test that, I will, yeah, I guess, I could've said

ogay im finally gonna write some stuff bout union camp with booza! started off not so well cos me and sebas reached there late hahaha. alighted wrong stop after boarding the shuttle bus in nus. so we were one of the last few to arrive, and i was already sweating alot i rmb. and they had temperature taking some more. i thought gg. but okay went in and joined the group and everyone was pretty quiet and intimidating. the councilors especially. haha i felt like they were pissed with me for some reason i dunno! okayyy anyway i really put in alot of effort to try and be sociable and stuff la. honestly if u know me well enough you should know im really not into this kinda woohoo orientation meet new ppl kinda things. some more 1st day they bring us to sentosa for beach games already. so i was quite sianned and thinking at the back of my mind "omg damn retarded what am i doing here playing retarded games like DOG & BONE" hahahah! and 1 thing i hate is WHACKO! cos i suck at remembering ppls names hahaha especially chinese ones. walao! then everytime got a little bit of free time someone will suggest playing one of those 'orientation' games like the clap clap animal game thingy. and then suddenly dunno who started one of those "open close open close open or close?" games. wah then GG. everyone started playing their own version of that genre of game. wah piangaazzzzzzzzzz! i must seem pretty anti social but its really how i feel wut.

but things got better from the 2nd day onwards! i most of the og mates are pretty nice ppl. not because of looks only okay im not THAT superficial lol. and the guys are quite funny also! didnt expect sebas soh to be so retarded cos i thought he was some beng beng kind. but 1 or 2 of the guys seemed a little too AA but its not that bad. haha. can see our og is one level up compared to the other ogs! especially hippies LOL. why all their councilors all black one ah? we had a amazing race sort of thing. but travelled mostly around nus and botanic gardens only. SP night was one of the most memorable things in the camp la duhhh. hahahaha. some more some ppl go and stir shit la ask me go and do what dirty dancing in front of sp. chio leh, add! walao actually all the guys keep saying what aiya just bo chap wear tshirt shorts an slippers go up the flyer. but i think secretly everyone wanna impress the girls one lor. last min everyone changed into their formal wear. went fong seng for prata after we got back at night. and HTHT with a few of them in one of the girls' room. omg they played some whack leg game again lucky i never kena called. wah got phobia now after kena whack by lai meng on 1st day. and then they played the "i've never.." game too. hahaha many secrets revealed.

missed pool games and slumber party on 3rd day cos i went to collect my passport and send fawn off. left early on last day too cos of alvin and peiyu's departure. sigh usually last day is quite exciting one. got war games some more! i was pretty sad i had to miss it :( haha i can see the difference in my mood from 1st day to last day.

anywayss i wanna go cut hair now! and i got a list of stuff to buy. i think self shopping will be good! il come back and blog abt langkawi some other time!

stay

how did we become so broken?

union camp's over, langkawi flew past. i definitely enjoyed both. but whats next? so much happened this month! yet i still feel like im not where im supposed to be.

anyway i need ideas! for many stuffzz worzzz.

lol shawn's favourite phrase now: tok gong ah! i guess the main reason why i enjoyed langkawi so much was the company. the places we went to werent exactly the most exciting anyway. but it was pure brainless fun with the sas guys! haha even though i wasnt very close to kum long and puden before the trip. but no politics/ popularity competition. and mix in a cui proton saga lol!

they are not you

to be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle, which any human being can fight, and never stop fighting.

peiyu sent me a nice song today! haha we are both weirdus. and she thinks farfetch'd is a chicken hahaha. culinary competition okay im GAME.

i decided im gonna do the second major in management, as kevin suggested. oh my, school is coming all too soon. union camp. omg. why did i even.. argh. but i had to do it, like i had a choice.

anyway, choco chip muffins! yes im ready for the firing squad.

and il just pretend.

b&j youth day special!

http://www.benjerry.com.sg/youthdayspecial/ must print out a page from the website to enjoy 1 for 1 cone!

discard the rest

omg last night i almost gg-ed myself and kevin!!! at cantonment road ahhahaha! sorry kevin! haha exciting drive last night. and i cant believe i drove out of the carpark without opening my side mirrors. if test like that straight away fail liaozz.

finally met everyone after like ages! so nice to see everyone again :) sebas claims its my fault for being out of the loop. but obviously i didnt have a choice at those points in time. actually to be honest im quite sianned about certain recurring things that i keep letting slide. but i guess il have to live with it. a necessary sacrifice. i cant say more cos there's limited room for honesty on this blog.

kevin brought a box of krispy kremes too haha and forced all to eat one each. got alot of random strangers eyeing the doughnuts also sia lol. in the lift going down i heard the woman whisper to her friend "omg krispy kreme!" hahaha weirdos. talk about weirdos, there was this weird guy we saw at the entrance to the recital studio. the staff passed him an already filled contact form so he replied matter-of-factly "am i supposed to spam call this person?"

heh burrinjuck. or borringjuck as alvin says. heh ok kevin snored (twice), and alvin was distracted by erm the floor and his watch and a pimple HAHAH! and rong started playing bounce on my phone towards the end. but we all still support peiyu la! hahaha. and i finally got to touch CANDY! i want candy! thats rong's new diamond 2. shit i am damn envious now i feel like trading in my 5800 for the diamond. omg the flick away the messages thing so cool hahahah. and everyone was impressed with her mont blanc bag which looked really real but actually cost RM__.'

was already on the way to send everyone home then sebas called and asked for supper. so we had supper at hv. went in and got seated in swensens already some more but we had to get up and leave. ahem so much for 'im ok with anything'. anyway went to crystal jade and had some dim sum supper thing. ordered a freakin lot. but got century egg porridge i like! errr trying to cut calories anyway hahaha even alvin said i chubbier :( we spent a lot of time the whole day trying to figure out what the letters on fawn's ring meant. liaaoef. A for ant, androgynous, F for __ hahaha who said that ah.

whoo benny just smsed me i think his quarantine over already! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

why isit raining i wanna go swimming leh. heheh i started playing the sims 3 recently and im addicted! shit couch potato lifestyle :p FATNESS i shall conquer it.

paramour

poor benny kena quarantined. in camp! craziness la. and its his first week there some more. but he says his oc is nice guy and if not for the quarantine, every night is nights off. and wed night is stay out cos he supports mambo?!?! lol thats the craziest thing ive heard!

i baked nutella muffins! i realise muffins are easy to make and nice to eat hehe :p more coming soon!

watched long overdue movies on my hard drive hahah. particularly liked elizabethtown (kirsten dunst!). i think im kind of a substitute person too. notting hill was nice too. now i wonder why i seem to like this kind of girly shows more these days. hmmmmmm no not turning gay definitely!

cos i completed diablo2 on normal mode single player HAHAHA. thanks to jason la that time ask me what stats to pump for sorceress then make me feel like playing also. ww barb!

i think im damn black now cos i keep swimming in the middle of the day when the sun is super strong.

and esther's poly has declared a 1 week e-learning. so she's been at home since yesterday. lots of ups and downs with her i dunno where to start, so i shan't.

PAINTBALL AND TRANSFORMERS

i wish i was as happy as i used to be.

go ahead, make my day

shweet! congrats to 2lt benny see yixiang! went out together again yesterday. he says he wants to spend more time with me before i go uni and meet some ahem 'valerie' who will steal all my time with benny hahahaha. i think we are damn gay. if anyone who doesnt know both of us personally and sees us together outside, they'll probably think we are gay couple la. went tampines (pronoucned tam-PYNES). and benny was damn hungry and we ended up cabbing to tampines ikea. yeayyeay my first time there! then we found out there was a shuttle bus from the mrt station lol kena jacked. watched terminatorsszzz. "get down!" "get down again!" "u have to listen to me, they are trying to take my tortillas!" hehehahehaha.

just met him again just now cos we damn long nv l4d already. haha i think we've improved pretty much. i like using sniper rifle now! but like 10min before our time was up some freakin black kids just had to make our day. freakin pissed both of us soo bad. we had a good mind of going over and whacking the light out of them la. cheeee the 2 little indian boys joined our game and started friendly firing us. and they wouldnt want to leave the game. walaoeh seriously like that also fun.

argh i hate black shits.

CRUNCH

you're the colour
you're the movement and the spin, never
could it stay with me the whole day long?
fail with consequence, lose with eloquence
and smile
i'm not in this movie
i'm not in this song
never
leave me paralyzed, love
leave me hypnotized, love

oh noo holidays are passing by too fast.

hehe benny shawn tan and beho came to my house last saturday night! we watched harold and kumar goes to white castle! cos my family was staying at amara and no one was at home haha. so sly. but anyway it was quite fun. beho is damn cheap la he says "caleb ur house got free food right? ok lets go!" lol faggot. but we were damn shocked he offered to treat us ice cream for the 1st time!!!!!!!!! lol!!! we stopped at a 7-eleven on the way to my place to get snacks and we got a box of 4 sticks of ice cream and i offered to pay then beho said "nvm its ok i pay this one" and we were all like OMG the sky is gonna fall HAHAH!

and banny the faggot is commissioning 2 days from now! yay im gonna be attending the parade. can camwhore!

PUSH is nice!

the ice was getting thinner

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be
The seasons have changed and so have we
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you

We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak

And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me

We're not the same, dear
And it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you

i just had 2 weird dreams in 2 consecutive nights! whats wrong with me.

damn work. i figure i should quit by the 21st of this month. quite fed up of them always calling me to cover duty. what the shit every single one of my off days! seriously. monday i already did 8 hrs extra to cover some idiot. then tues wed they try to call me also but i freakin rejected them. and this morning at 5am i receive another msg "can u work today at 4pm" cheeeewbye! as if they dont have enough staff like that. like that plan roster for what. might as well just call staff when u feel like calling right. frickin like i got no life like that only eat sleep wake up coffee club wth.

anw heh sebas helped me sign up for union camp already. wahh still got chem engin camp. sounds damn shag man. sports camp like damn happening some more. too happening for me probably lol. im really not that excited abt starting sch unlike some PPL (ian) haha. orientation camps are like omg i cant imagine myself doing retarded "introduce yourself sessions" and icebreaker games. walaoeh.

met sebas and peiyu for dinner at ikea 2 days ago too. haha peiyu wants to cook mushroom strangoff or something like that! sebas damn sly ask me order 2 chicken wings then only eat one tail portion. and we shared a princess cake cos it was sweden day ahhaha!

ogay benny is commissioning next saturday! yeay im going! and theres supposed to be a house com gathering today but i duno whether its still on. and theres nic and elena next tue and something else next fri. omg so happening for once!

off to soccer!

im a finisher!

hehe race results are out and im proud to say that i am ranked 321st hahaha not bad ok cos there are 3827 participants in the men's open category, which means im in the top 10% can u dig that! nenene with a timing of 4:51! ogay its good to know all the trainings paid out. saturday runs with sebas and self trainings and runs to holland and bishan park yesss.

sebas came to my place a few hrs before the race n my dad drove both of us to changi beach. and the frolicks queue was damn frickin long already la hahaha! why would ppl even eat frolicks before a marathon. i dunno i would prolly get stomach cramps. but i kept wanting to go pee pee before the race started. maybe cos drink too much water, cos i was water parading since 2 days ago. or maybe the nervousness and excitement. haha headed to the start line with sebas and the emcee was like give some encouragement to the participants beside u! and me and sebas give the "pretend to shake hand but brush the hand thru the hair" thingy hahahaha damn dumb. and they kept playing mambo music at the starting lineup! hahaha got like madonna's lucky some more! i was damn hyped up at that time la. i thought, "no kick im gonna run all the way". LOL couldnt be more wrong. ran with sebas at a steady pace for more than the 1st half. stopped at almost every water point to grab a gulp and continue running. then when we passed the 21km mark at east coast we were like "wooh!" to each other and i thought i could continue going till the end. but then around 25km there i lost sebas. was running up a overhead bridge and i turned behind and couldnt find him. so yea thats when i continued on alone. and was damn demoralising and no motivation to run alone la. i think like 10 min later i felt damn shag already. probably what people call "hitting the wall". then reached the power gel station and ate a choc flavoured power gel for the first time in my life omgzz it was like damn good la! at first i took a few seconds to figure out how to open the packet lol like some noobshit. and a few water points later they were giving out bananas too. wah damn shiok man. then after that i felt like shitting lol. dammit i had to tahan all the way until i reached home after the run la. if not for this feel like shitting thing i think i could have completed faster.

anyway i walked and run during the last 10km or so. and the route marshals/encouragers whatever got 2 extremes. the good ones were really good enough to get me running again when i was walking. haha got one group of them went like "runners gimme a thumbs up!" then im the only one who gave a big thumbs up LOL. so dumbshit but at least it kept me going! and then got the bo chap marshals also. i saw 2 girls playing chopsticks with each other and not giving a shit bout the runners going past them la. and got one guy lie down on the grass sleeping even worse.

and i got no blister! pro socks man. and only very minor abrasions which went away after 1 day. but my thighs hurt real bad. only felt normal today. haha i even had to resort to using a sit down toilet bowl yesterday instead of my usual squat style HAHAH!

i really feel like quitting work already leh. damn sian always reaching home close to 1am. and my outlet manager also resigning cos of some issues between him and some fat bastard higher up. lots of stories going around also that the staff at coffee club keep changing cos this fat bastard likes to terminate staff for the dumbest reasons.

i think i will swim tmr at geylang haha. toa payoh pool closed for renovations damit. geylang sounds so sleazy lol.